I like to pretend I’m strong and independent but deep down I want to melt into submission after being dominated. Especially after my body betrays me and forces me to give in to my own desires for you as you push my buttons and make me blush with your humiliating predicaments.

Being trained and forced to obey is fun for me (18 ). (Especially in the context of a roleplay) I love any rules that force me to turn on more. Like having to complete tasks, or having to just “accept/allow” a constant humiliating reminder of my slutty situation.

I would love to roleplay a situation where I am captured or tricked/convinced into starting something that quickly gets out of hand. When I say roleplay I mean that we each have our own characters and we interact with each other in a fun way. But that doesn’t mean it is all imaginary. I will be doing most of these things in real life as well, and you can give me real world requirements. It's fun to start our interactions with scene though.

When being trained, captured, subjugated, or whatever you want to call it, there are some weird things I am reluctantly okay with. Having to choose between two choices that each push me towards another trap of giving up control or becoming more lewd is a great way to say it was all my idea when in fact it was your guidance the entire time. You could make me ask permission for everything, encourage feeling dependent on you, or helpless without you. And also, within a predefined limit, you could also offer me a drink or two.

Main kinks: Forced arousal, private humiliation, TPE w/ some limits, rules, brat play, spanking, behavior modification, BDSM, roleplay, coercion, orgasm control, and fantasy. Seriously. Magic items, spells, and future devices? Yeah. Why not? Sounds fun.

I do have a full list of kinks and limits. Anything on the list can be asked of me as long as I do not have it marked as a hard limit. If I refuse anything that I've understood enough to give a rating, and have NOT set it as a hard limit, then I should probably be ready to accept a punishment.

I have a wifi controlled lock box, as well as lots of restraints, plugs, vibrators, punishment devices, and even remote control toys, but I don't want to use all of those right away. For me the thrill is a lot more mental than physical though. Ideas I think are fun, but might not be very fun 24/7, or I might find out I don't enjoy it as much as I think I will.

• Having to earn or unlock privileges to get my comfort and humanity back.
• Having to ask permission for many things to remind me that what I used to see as rights are now privileges.
• Sexy rituals or tasks I have to do.
• Being forced to do things I secretly wanted to do anyways, but was too embarrassed to admit.
• Using my own arousal and body against me.
• Being gradually taken deeper and deeper without starting at the deepest level right away.
• Treatment that humiliates or debases me, diminishing my human dignity, breaking moral and physical resistance.

Warnings: I’m in the Los Angeles timezone (PST, or GMT - 7). I want someone within 4 hours of the same timezone if possible. Warnings: I do have someone who is very near and dear to me. They (I’m sorry) take priority when they are home. I will call them my family when we talk. Warnings: Text only for most things, with the exceptions of some minor proofs but nothing that reveals my identity.

If you got all the way to the bottom and want to have some fun, please send me a message with a scene for how we came to be in our dynamic. Maybe we start with three rules or conditions. We could try out for a week and see how we like it.

I commute to my place of work 3 days a week, and spend the other two days working from home.