laying in bed too horny to sleep, thinking about how incredibly naughty i was last week... kinda hoping i can find someone to chat with about it while we touch ourselves…

simply put, i could never explain to my boyfriend what i was really craving. i still wanted him, of course, but i just needed something more every now and then. and how could i explain to him that i kept fantasizing about having completely anonymous sex with someone who i didn't mean anything to, who was only there to slip his cock inside a hole and pleasure himself with the whore waiting for him?

so i didn't... i never said a word about it to him or tried to find a comparable fantasy that we could act out together. instead, i got a motel room for a night, bought myself a 6-pack of Smirnoff, drank a couple of them, and then made a post on reddit offering myself up for use.

it didn't take long for someone to message me. he had just created the account a few minutes before, so there was nothing to identify him, no pictures or anything... and he's the one i responded to. i told him what motel and what room i was in, got naked, and unlatched the door so he wouldn't need a key to get in. and since it was some cheap motel, he wouldn't need a card to get inside at all like a lot of the hotels around here have set up. and then i chugged another Smirnoff and got on the bed, ass up, face buried under a blanket. i could hear the wind whistling outside while i waited, and the cool breeze against my cunt made me shiver so bad with anticipation.

i waited there for about 15 minutes before i finally heard the door creak open and then close. my heart and mind were both racing as he slowly walked up to me, and i started to get really nervous about what would happen next, because i literally had no idea who i had been talking to or who was there with me. and finally, i heard unzipping and felt the unmistakable feeling of the wet head of a hard cock eagerly pushing against my hole. he grabbed my hips and forced me back so i would sink down onto him, and then he pushed me down, his hands pressing down on my back and head through the blanket.

his cock stretched me wider than i had ever felt before, and he fucked me as hard as he could for what felt like forever, drilling in and out of me with such a force that i couldn't ever have gotten up even if i wanted to... he was on a mission, and he was not going to stop until i made him cum. and when he did, i felt that big, beautiful cock tense up inside me before rapidly firing off a thick load deep inside me.

he pushed himself off of me, shoved his fingers inside me and roughly fingered me as he spanked my ass really hard. i couldn't tell if he was trying to shove his cum deeper or scoop it out of me... all i could focus on were the thickness of his fingers ramming my already sore and used hole and my ass getting spanked red. and then he suddenly stopped, wiped his fingers over my ass and left.

i waited until i heard the door open and close before i finally emerged from the blanket, when it was too late to ever get a glimpse of the man who had just used me like a whore... and the experience just completely fucking turned me on. i masturbated right then and there, and then i took a shower and eagerly drove to my bf's house to ride his cock at my own pace.

now it's been a few days and all i can think about is that night... it felt so amazing to be used like a common whore and degraded after i finished pleasuring him. i just hope i can find that same energy with someone again sometime…