I'm a trans girl... 25 years old. Call me El.

I'm early in my transition but I am EXTREMELY motivated to achieve my goals.

I want to get as thin as can be healthy.

Pursue a 'natural' femininity as much as I possibly can while I go through my transition.

Then after I've made it to the other side, so to speak, start pursuing more of a sort of 'soft' bimbo aesthetic, big ish boobs and a bigger butt (fillers and exercise), waist training, lip fillers, that sort of thing.

I've just started transitioning really, I'm a few months in. I've already made really good progress from where I started. I'm managing to lose about 2kg per week, which reasonably is the limit to how fast weight can be lost. I have a goal weight of about 70kg eventually (I'm very tall at 187cm), but getting there will take a long time as I have too much muscle. I can lose maybe another 15kg of fat, at which point I'll be about 90kg. I'm basically not eating anything, just taking lots of water and supplements.

As soon as my fat is gone, I'll start hormones, as the estrogen will make losing muscle much easier.

And it means I can feed my feminisation rather than have to diet while on hormones

I've gotten into skincare, makeup, and am seeing a specialist about removing scars and stretch marks as much as possible. The same specialist will do my hair removal. I'll also be buying a laser to do hair removal at home

I'm also voice training as much as I can.

My hair is already long, and I want to grow it to touch my butt.

I eventually will need facial feminisation surgery, possibly jaw surgery, breast augmentation, and am openly and actively considering more procedures in the future.

So what am I looking for?

I want to look amazing, and I will, it will just take time and money. That is what I am looking for; someone to help contribute to helping me become my ultimate hyper-feminine self. I'm more than willing to come to some sort of arrangement with anyone on here who wants to see me become something special, sexy and extremely feminine.

I can share face pictures, but I will not share more until I am more feminised. We can discuss this more in DMs.