Not something I’ve ever told my friends or family - only strangers on Reddit from time to time - but back when I was in college there was a really brief period of time when my parents and I had a falling out and I was on my own financially. During this time I did a little modeling, but ended up working for an escort (discreetly, not like on the street or anything lol) to pay for tuition and cost of living. I grew up in a culturally conservative east asian family and parts of my social circle are as well. I ended up never telling anyone and to keep it a secret I didn’t do it for very long. Still, thinking back it was really hot experience. Before this, I was relatively inexperienced sexually, but suddenly I found myself being used like a piece of meat by a bunch of random businessmen, some super hot and some way below my league, unapologetically shoving as much of their as they could inside of me. At first I wasn’t comfortable because they were so sexually assertive and I had only been with two boyfriends before..but over time as the butterflies went away I started to really look forward the it. I admit that I enjoyed being fetishized and lusted after by a bunch of hung, wealthy strangers. It was kind of hot knowing I was fulfilling a fantasy for them, especially the white guys. I was the youngest girl available, so there was always a long waitlist to try to see me, which honestly made me feel really good about myself some reason. Then when the time came, I loved the look on their faces when they saw me for the first time. They always commented on how pretty I looked and how I’d be the last person they’d expect to be able to have sex with, which made me want to submit to them even more. I got so turned on how they went from gentlemen mode to roughly dominating me in the blink of an eye. My financial situation is much better now now, but if it was legal I would definitely consider doing it again. Im not sure why, but I even saved some of the reviews they wrote for me to remind myself of the experience. Anyways, I thought it’d be fun to share about with strangers on the internet. I’ve done it before and really enjoyed sharing my experience.

Edit - bc I’ve been asked I’m 5’4, slender/petite build (just over 105lbs) not like a pornstar with huge curves lol, though I’m not like flat or anything.