My backstory :

My girl cheated on me at the beginning of our relationship at that time i wasn't into cuckolding. Around 3 years while having arguments with her regarding why she cheated she came clean that she was horny and wanted to get physical, for her that was a way to cope up with bad situation. She told me she was in a bad place at that time having fights with her parents.

Over the time she used to tell me what happened physically the day she cheated on me and alsp what she used to do with her EX and all. I remember she telling me she shaved her pussy earlier the day she cheated on me, that's always get me hard.

Having those thoughts in my mjnd I found myself getting hard with those thoughts and came across something called Cuckolding.

Around 2 years ago I was quite active in various cuckold subreddit asking folks for advice or experience. Some advice to ask my girl for 3some which i did but she sounded repelled by the thought of that. over the time seeing no result I gave up to the idea of cuckolding but came around to it every 4-6 months.

Past forward 8 months ago while sexting we stumbled upon cheat roleplay and we quite like it. It was through text where I assumed the role of some other guy and she was cheating on me with this guy. Since it was through text I didn't put much thought to it.

Currently we are in distance relationship now, About 3 weeks ago we met and while making love I was dirty talking asking her "do you want to cheat on me". Slapping her playfully and asking her what would she like to do when she cheats on me. It lasted only like 2-3 minutes but it was intense. On going back to our respective places we talked about it through text again.

After 2 years I have reached to it this point and I am pretty excited. Has anyone have any similar experience like that and what do you think should be my next step.

Thanks for reading. HMU if you wanna talk about it or share experiences.