I would find it really humiliating for a man to help me shop for panties and bras online from places like Aerie and Victoria's Secret. Maybe he could even approve of each pair? To be clear, you won't be buying them, I will. But I'd like to exchange links to the underwear and talk about what to buy!

So let's say we had ourselves a sexy lil online date. :) What panties and bra would you want me to wear? Would you prefer lingerie? Maybe swimwear or other types of outfits? You should help out this girly by helping me pick out underwear! Wouldn't that just be SO fun?

Please send a chat message if you're interested in having a conversation and exchanging links about cute or sexy things men would like to see a girl like me wear. Please be 29 and dominant. Read on for the dynamic I seek from men.

What I'm looking for are sexy, gross, perverted long term chats with dominant men who can help my feminization and enslavement. You see, the thing is that a random idea just popped into my head one day: why not be a man's maid/slave!? Ever since, I've been training to be an obedient girl. It's weird, because I HATE slavery and I'm not naturally attracted to men, but I also feel compelled to serve.

I need to worship a man. To obsess over him. To increasingly force myself to think of him as a deity. To be in utter awe of him and to make him my religion. I need to organize my life around HIM. Wake up in the morning? Message him. Pray to him at a shrine. Force myself to gaze at pictures of him--his face, his abs, his cock, his butt, his feet. I need to schedule date nights with him and be his flirty, dirty entertainment for hours. He needs to eat up my week nights, my free time. I need to brainstorm rituals. I need him to assign degrading and tedious tasks. I need HIM always in my head, poking and prodding, never content to give me a day off or freedom from his constant, consuming presence. Middle of the day? Boom, dick pic. Downtime at work? I better be messaging him. I need to learn to love a man. A man who will be always and forever be above me, a superior being. A man who always and forever be over me, in charge.

I need to invite a man inside my mind. To let him wipe his shoes all over a "welcome" mat and to sit down in a recliner with a nice long, "Ahhhhh." To decorate the place according to his specifications. To make him at home.

~xoxo