I've come to a point where writing stories about my fantasies has birthed a different need in me. Fantasies of a power exchange that is all-consuming and visceral. Of submission that borders on religious devotion. Of dominance that begins in the bedroom and then bleeds into daily life. Of aftercare that involves whispered praises, kissed bruises, and heated baths.

And so I'm here, writing this to find you instead.

I'm a bespectacled 26 year old Filipina in Abu Dhabi, UAE. I'm petite in stature and 152cm in height with long dark brown hair and dark eyes to match. Personality-wise, I'm a classic introvert, quiet and reserved at first until I've grown comfortable with you. When that happens, be prepared for song lyrics or TV show lines referenced in the middle of a conversation, cheesy NSFW jokes, and introspective questions that make you wonder if you're in a therapy session.

My job can be a bit demanding and drains my social battery often. Thus, the desire to be mindless, primal, and focused on you is born.

The dynamic I seek with you is pet play. I'm enamored with the thought of being owned, collared, and led around with a leash. Learning your commands, practicing them, and receiving rewards and punishments as you deem fit. Curling up on your lap to worship you with kisses and confess how much I need you inside me. While this seems all gentle and soft, this isn't the only thing that interests me.

A part of me craves to be freely used, hurt, and degraded, too. I need to feel the sting of your hand against my cheek, the burn of candlewax on my skin, and the lash of a belt against my ass just because you can. I want my flesh to be adorned with bruises and inked with names that only you can call me.

Generally, I adore a healthy dose of sensuality and profanity laced together. Steal my breath away with a kiss and your hand wrapped around my throat. Call me perfect while you fuck my face until I'm choking and in tears. Leave lovebites on my neck while you edge and deny me of orgasms for hours on end. This delicate balance guarantees my addiction to you.

Should this appeal to you, then we're off to a great start already.

In order for this to work, you must live in Abu Dhabi, be older than me, and be willing to verify before meeting. You must be single/monogamous, childless, vaccinated, and can host. I prefer someone who is experienced in BDSM purely because of the comfort and security it brings me. Eloquence attracts me, and so does thoughtfulness and humor (dad and pun jokes included); and if you show this in your first message, my attention is yours. You should also understand that these dynamics have a psychological aspect that can be just as impactful as the physical act itself. Physically, be hygienic, taller, and strong enough to manhandle me. In case you love and own a cat, name a date, time, and place right now.

Are you the one I'm looking for? Please send me a message rather than a chat if you are.