Fit male, 5’10, located in the Peterborough / Kawartha Lakes, Ontario region. Dominant with experience and heavy interest in CNC. Previously had a CNC partner that was with me for four years discreetly and she moved away last year. Since then I have been searching for a new partner for ongoing to get back into CNC consistently. Over the lsat few months I have had some success in reddit meeting CNC partners, but I'm looking for someone local, not two hours away for a one time thing.

I have a number of scenes that I would like to run with the right local partner, all of which will be provided ahead of time. All CNC play will be scripted at first so you know exactly what to expect and as time goes on, for someone looking for someone ongoing, we can slowly scale back on the script and introduce additional reasons as to why you would continue coming back. If you are interested, an example of the story planned can be found below after some of the most frequently asked questions that I receive.

I am not interested in online role-play and do not message if you do not plan to actually go through with this IRL. It is just a waste of both of our times. Answers to the questions i get the most

-This is for IRL, safe con non con. I am not interested in online roleplay
-If you are not experienced in CNC, not a problem, be clear about that. I will answer any questions you have
-First scene will be discussed and created beforehand for you to read over so you are aware of exactly what is happening and what you are getting into
-I will need you to provide your hard limits ahead of time, if you do not know what they are, take some time to think about them. If you are looking to push your personal boundaries that's fine, but you need to confirm what those boundaries are and we will set a plan in place to properly push through them.
-Safe words are obviously a must. Grips or noise makers will be used in the event that the scene includes a gag that prohibits you from speaking.Yes your discretion is assured
-No i do not take pictures or video. If you want to, that's fine, however it will be recorded on your own device, never mine.
-I host in private home, for this scene, there will be a live grab, I have my areas of which I'm willing to do them from that I have spent much time scouting / using and can ensure they are safe
-Aftercare is a must. Be aware of what you need for aftercare
-NO I am not interested in men. No offense, it is just not what I am looking for and I don't have any sexual attraction to men.

There are plenty of reasons for you to not go through with this. You are a smart young woman, brilliant head on your shoulders and plenty of common sense. Everyone that knows you would say that what you are about to do is completely out of character for you. Your family see’s you as the person that takes acre of everyone else, since you where young you took care of your siblings, helped out around the house without asking, feeling a sense of responsibility and duty that came naturally to you. Even now that you are out on your own, regardless of what is happening or where you are you find yourself the designated adult. The one that makes sure every friend gets home safely. The one that makes sure everyone makes smart decisions or stays hydrated. In your professional life projects tend to gravitate towards you, responsibility flows your direction like a river, you can not stop it. You have become so accustomed to being that person everywhere that you have just accepted it.Tonight, it all changes. Tonight you are going to let loose, act rashly. Make a decision that is so far out of your character that no one would ever believe you are capable of such a thing.

You started talking with him a little while ago. To destress, to disconnect from the rest of the world, the crushing weight of responsibility that hangs over your shoulders 24/7, you found yourself turning to subreddits, online personal adds and other locations where people so willingly post there deepest darkest fantasies and desires. Where everyone is so willing to openly admit their own personal thoughts and wants without question. You started to look forward to reading posts, fantasizing about what it would be like to answer. You spent hours lurking, reading, daydreaming, knowing that you would never actually be one to respond. However one day, something was a little different. There was one specific posting that caught your eye in a way that none of the others have before. The risk was huge, you immediately thought it must be a joke, no one would ever willingly place themselves in that situation. However, as time went on you couldn’t help yourself from thinking about it more and more. The idea of the complete loss of control has been your go to kink for years now. Maybe it stems from the amount of control you have over your own life, maybe its a desperate need to shed the responsibility and weight of the world that feels like it never leaves your shoulders. The most recent posting finally put you over edge. Your personal morbid curiosity has the better of you and before you even realized it, you where typing out a response. You expected something brash, almost gross in response, but instead you got a series of questions about your experience, your limitations, your interests. A real conversation designed to ensure you where as comfortable as possible before diving into something new. Suddenly an impulsive message has grown into a genuine want, a need to explore this more.

After a solid discussion, you think its time to jump right into this. First, he offered to a quick meeting ahead of time. A chance for you to get a vibe check of sorts to determine if this is the person, the kink you want to pursue. He tells you that he will meet in a public neutral location to ensure your comfortability. He will show early and if at any point in time you are wanting to leave, there is a simple codeword to use and he will walk off towards his vehicle and leave first. Giving you the chance to ensure he has left completely so you can leave safely. The idea of it was exciting and seemed good, against your better judgement, you came to the meeting and, surprisingly everything went well.

After giving it some time, you message him. You need to do this, you want the experience, if only once in your life, to let it all go. He was looking for someone interested in an ongoing situation and you know deep down that this may be exactly what you are looking for.

Everything was planned to the very smallest of details. The outfit that you would be wearing has been sent to him ahead of time. The location is far enough off the beaten path that it seems good, but still close enough to the world that if you honestly felt worried or concerned, there’s still enough people around to make you comfortable in leaving without issue. Every detail of what will happen to you has been sent ahead of time. You must have read it over hundreds of thousands of times. You have fantasized about it all throughout the day at work and find yourself standing in front of the mirror. Wearing what you agreed to wear. Wondering if you can actually go through with this. Tonight there is no worries. There is no more thinking. You simply get in the car and head to the spot.

The overall premise was simple. You were to meet him for a walk and a movie. He knew of a little park close to hime with a nice trail that he usually walks his dog along. It is supposedly very pretty and long enough for you to get aquatinted with him. Halfway down the trail, he would ask a simple question “What colour is your favourite shirt”. This is the moment that you have to make a decision. This is the moment where your heart skips just a little bit. You feel your throat dry and your palms become a little sweaty. You were actually having such a good conversation that you forgot the reason you were here. You just need to say one word. “Red” means you are no longer interested in continuing, that it is time for everything to stop and you will take your leave. He will continue walking down the trail after you say your goodbyes and you can turn around and get back into your car. “Green” shirt means that you are ready. That the scene is to start immediately and the time that you have put aside for the rest of the night will start shortly. Before you even finish this thought, your body answers, before you even have a chance to overthink “Green” escapes from your lips, quietly and shyly. You find yourself stuck, almost unable to move for the second when you realize it’s done. “Oh I love the colour green” he tells you, with a smile and a brief pause, giving you a moment to rethink if needed. “Me too” is the only reply. “Looks like we agree” he says as he takes you by the arm and starts walking back down the trail.

As you get a little bit closer, he reaches for your hand. You realize how much larger they are than your own and suddenly flashes of the scene you discussed are flashing through your mind. One last time he asks you “Should we go buy you a green shirt”. As promised, he is giving you one last chance to confirm that this is exactly what you are looking for. “I would love that” you respond with a smile. The moment the words hit his ears, there is a shift. The hand holding your own grips tighter and his free hand grabs closely on your arm, to hard for you to escape, but not yet hard enough to bruise. He speeds up just a little, rushing you closer and closer to where he parked. Suddenly you realize that you are no longer moving forward. Your chest feels heavy, it's almost hard to breathe. In your daze, you didn't notice that there is an arm wrapping around you, within a fraction of a second, you find your mouth covered, a hand, first cold from sitting outside, quickly warming as you panic, the tightening arm around your chest making it harder to breathe, you can’t even let out a scream. It is finally happening, the moment that you had been waiting for, he finally grabbed you. He was right, no matter how much you prepared for this moment, no matter how much of it had been planned in advance, your reaction was still very real, this moment feels very real. Time seems to have frozen in place, you feel yourself falling to the ground, no not falling, being pushed? Dragged downwards.He says something to you, his voice has changed, it’s more demanding, more direct. You can’t even make out what it is that he is saying, but you know that it sounds threatening. You try to pay attention but so much is happening all in these few moments. The weight of the man on top of you makes it impossible to move. You attempt to push up for comfort and realize that your arms are bound behind you, you manage nothing more than a wiggle of your shoulders, moving your skin more across the ground. Your head is lifted, you're now staring directly at the car. You feel that he has grasped a handful of your hair, and as quickly as you found yourself looking upwards, your mouth has been covered again with something new. Tape? You can’t scream, your shallow breathing further intensified by this moment. You focus hard on sucking air in through your nostrils. The hair in his hand is pulled back further, your neck is as far back as it can go, your spine follows and your torso is finally removed from the ground, the soreness you feel, now exposed to the cold harshness of the wind, but there is no time to focus on this, your body continues to lift upwards. Your feet have left the ground and as quickly as they left they are planted firmly again. Now that you are on your feet, you’re spun around and in one quick motion find yourself hoisted over his shoulder and staring back at the exact spot you were just lying in. A moment that felt like hours, over in a few seconds. You hear the rip of your leggings, exposing you to the cold as you bounce with every step he takes. Lights flash, he has unlocked the car. Just as discussed ahead of time. You know he is going to throw you into the back of it, you know that you favourite colour from this moment on will forever be green, you can not stop shaking, but can not tell if it's from fear or out of pure excitement. All you know is that you can not wait for what comes next.

He tosses you in. It was rough, but safe, you realize now the extent of the damage to your clothing and find yourself worried about the interior lights now that the door to the vehicle has been unlocked. It feels as if the entire world can see and is staring at you right now. You hear the engine start. Music comes next, turned up so loud that even if you had screamed as you had talked about doing, you don't think anyone would ever actually hear you. The weight of the car has shifted, you feel him reversing before being rolled backwards by his quick shift into drive and the speed of which he took off. Now it’s all in his hands. You had discussed ahead of time about fighting back, screaming for help as part of the scene, but it all happened so quickly it never even crossed your mind. As you are thinking about everything you discussed, you can not wait to get back to his place.

If you have made it this far and are interested in CNC / deg / hum play. Reach out with your first message being “Stress Free” or I will assume its a response from a fake and simply not read it. To make life as easy as possible, please include your age, city and if you are available for ongoing in the second message.