Hello,

I’m a 32 year old guy from the Waco, TX area. I am Latino with curly black hair and brown eyes. I am 5’8” and 250lbs so I’m also a big guy although I am trying to lose weight(10lbs so far!) Some of my interests are reading, movies and tv, pro wrestling, standup comedy, and woodworking.

How I got to this point is a long story. I’m a bigger guy and have struggled with social anxiety and a general inability to understand people or how they work. However, when I was a younger I still had some interest from girls and even managed to get a few friends so I can’t blame my status solely on those qualities. My real problem: my insecurity about my penis size. It’s not a micro but definitely small enough to earn some mocking comments from other guys and once I discovered porn the insecurity became even greater. I was terrified of being mocked and rejected for it and having word about it spreading and being labeled as “the guy with the tiny dick.”

The result of this insecurity was that I refused to make myself vulnerable and never tried dating. I’ve never been on a date, kissed, or been in a relationship with anyone. As the years passed, my libido settled down and I started to identify as asexual but lately I’ve started to have doubts.

My friends found partners, began settling down and having kids and we slowly drifted apart. I’ve never wanted kids, but lately I’ve begun to feel a sort of loneliness and craving for companionship and more.

The problem is that my lack of experience is a big problem when it comes to dating. Aside from how unattractive it probably is to most women, it’s also a huge mental hurdle for me and it causes me to act very awkwardly around women to the point that I’ve had several of them correctly guess I’m a virgin just based on how I conduct myself. I would like to one day find a partner and experience dating but I feel like the only way to get past that mental hurdle and gain some self confidence is to get some experience so I can at least have an idea of how to please a woman and what I’m doing in bed. I want to experience sex and intimacy with someone at least once in my life.

I would like to meet an experienced woman interested in teaching/guiding me or someone who wants to experience her first time with a fellow virgin. I don’t have any preference as far as age and I’m attracted to women of all shapes and sizes. I’m willing to travel if we share a connection. I can’t host, but I can get a hotel.

Anyway, I’m sorry if I wrote a novel but I figured too much info was better than not enough. I hope to hear back from anyone interested and get to know each other.