There is a hidden agreement or stereotype you always wanted to give into, but no one has actually said it to you outloud.
The obvious power difference. A dynamic shift that was so unexpected you barely can register it is happening. When the person you're dating just snaps and takes what they want from you, and you cannot stop it.
Not that you want to. Is that why you’re so attracted to men with a temper? Men who are so much bigger than you and could just take you without needing to ask?
Now I can see you there wanting to be a bit of a bitch and tell me how untrue it is. But before you do, ask yourself a couple of things.
- Do you giggle when there’s a bump on the road or turbulence on a flight?
- Do you like defeat? Like never really enjoying to win but losing is oddly fun.
- Do you touch yourself and whisper all the things you wish someone made you say?
If you said yes to any of this you’re a bigger danger slut than you think you are. That’s all this boils down to. Being a danger slut. Getting off at the risk that this can all go too far. Feeling your cheeks pull back at the idea of being held down. That being stretched out and treated like you have no say in the sex is such a turn on.
Why is that? Do you like being the reason they snap? Or maybe you just enjoy the risk...
Frankly, idc what your excuse is.
It's my preferences that count here, not yours.
Im a bully and a bull, I need a woman to get relife and more than once a day. That's your job. That's the job of every little whore on my phone. I don't watch porn, so you gotta work it.
My cock will taste of someone else, my clothes will have another woman's scent on it. You have to be fine with that. In fact I will probably talk about them to you, often.
Now, sex for me is two things, mainly.
Firstly it's masturbation. You are three holes on a pair of legs, that is it. Fucking you is me jerking off using your body.
Secondly, sex is a means of control for me. I'm bossy and picky. If you talk back, fuck up or annoy me in any way. I will fuck you.
Want to go home early? Ill pound you on my table.
Want to talk back? You'll suck cock on my carpet.
It is very effective, believe me.
Now, if you think this is you and you can handle it, here is my last bit of advice.
Shut the fuck up. Stop doubting
You write to me right now.