Adult looking for adult 18

I am looking for a girl who gets off on being degraded and humiliated. Or a girl who gets off on degrading and humiliating a guy. I am talking about someone who enjoys watching their victim squirm and heave in desperation as they are talked down to. Being made fun of and laughed at and mocked gets you wetter then anything else and you are ashamed of yourself but you just can’t help it. When you are embarrassed you get aroused against your will. You are reluctant and unwilling and you can’t think straight so you try to hide it but end up being exposed to everyone.

Basically I am looking for someone who is either into being bullied, and:or who loves to bully. Public play is a big part of it. The idea of being humiliated in public and trying to hide it is intriguing. Something also which sounds hot is reluctant cucking. I want it to turn you on overwhelming and for you to lose control of your dignity and senses the wetter you get. Forced exhibitionism and orgasm control and wardrobe control. The more humiliating the orgasm the better. Blackmail and age gap relationships where a younger person humiliates an older one that would typically be in charge. Also ddlg mmlb are fun.

Limits:scat, blood, extreme violence, vomiting, snuff

Big points to anyone who has any real life experiences being bullied, humiliated and exposed to others and being so turned on by it that you felt intoxicated by your feelings. I love hearing people’s stories and seeing how it made them feel and it still makes them feel.

As for rp I have the idea of being trapped at a sorority party where a bunch of bratty sorority girls make me do humiliating tasks for them while I am trapped in chastity and made fun of. I want to worship their bodies while they tear down my dignity.

Anyways I am looking for someone who I click with and who I can share a certain depraved pleasure with. I am open to other rp ideas but mostly just want to chat at first.