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[NB4A] Fucking To Feel Fulfilled, Affirmation Through Humiliation
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chrollo_please is a non-binary person looking for anyone
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I'm never truly one to smile idly but as I stroll down the quaint city street on my way to Othello's (a rather oddly named coffee shop I frequent) I'm about as close to beaming as I can come. Clad in what would be called my usual outfit, black leggings and an oversized button-down completed with white converse, I can still feel the touch of your fingers form the night prior rippling all over my body.

The taste of you on my lips, on my tongue.

My insides still churning from your ceaseless prodding.

Wrists and ankles aching from your grasp.

Your harsh words still rattling around inside my head.

"Ahem," I clear my throat as I step inside, trying to settle myself as I take my regular corner seat and pull out my laptop from my shoulder-slung bag. Emails from work to answer, responses to my own questions from professors, estranged parents asking if I'll be visiting any time soon-- I'll let that one sit. Ah, but I haven't introduced myself yet. I'm Avery, graduate student, enby, standing just shy of 5'8". My hair is black and wavy, eyes a deep brown, my skin pale and my frame lithe besides my impressive rear. Ah, and he/they/she are all fine. I don't get much out of particular pronoun use, I'm indifferent.

I do, however, have something of a fixation on letting my lusts manifest. Something about being useful, pleasuring my lover, to be fucked, talked down to-- well I suppose it just makes me feel desired when things are said and done. Even being misgendered to an extent, dressed up and fetishized, to me has its own place and appeal.

Why yes, I am your helpless little slut.

And after last night's activities I can't help but smile. Exhausted by our marathon, any doubts about myself excised through sex, allowing me to take on another day with confidence. It sounds paradoxical, I'm sure, and it certainly is. I can hardly explain it proficiently, but I know you understand.

Some may call me dysfunctional, but I think I function perfectly well with this arrangement. You'd hardly guess it though, I suppose. Day to day I'm confident, direct, haughty, even arrogant some think. Someone impatient and with little time for bullshit. And yet for you I melt into a mewling mess.

I have to.


Hopefully you do understand! Avery likes kinky, humiliating sex, far more than the romantic. It affirms their identity rather than breaking it down, fluid as that identity is. Whatever someone sees in them has its truth, and letting them indulge reinforces that fluidity. Ah, one final thing to note is do let me know your preference as far as genitalia are concerned, I've none!

But who are you, this lover of mine? Or lovers, really. Whoever you wish! I'm pansexual so just about anyone and anything goes. Perhaps this urban setting isn't much to your liking and you'd prefer to spice it up with some fantasy? Sure! Sci-fi more your thing? Then I suppose my studies are conducted aboard a far flung starship. All I ask is that I have some idea of your character's personality and what precisely they see in Avery, what the nature of this arrangement is. While I'd prefer it not be strictly romantic I've otherwise left it deliberately vague as there are a number of directions we could go given my wide ranging kinks.

Speaking of, let's get to those!

For this RP I'm strictly looking to play submissive, so my kinks in that case are as follows: facesitting (receiving), cunnilingus (giving), public play/risky sex, teasing (receiving), sloppy blowjobs (giving), rimming (giving/receiving), anal training (receiving), femdom (receiving), chastity (receiving), crude gags (receiving-- panties, torn clothes, rags, towels), creampies (receiving/giving), dub-con/non-con (as the victim), body worship (giving or receiving-- pussy, cock, ass, feet), light bondage (receiving), orgasm denial (receiving), musk/sweat, exhibitionism/voyeurism, age gaps, feminization (receiving), breeding or breeding talk (receiving, no interest in pregnancy), interracial/interspecies partners, emasculation (receiving), humiliation (receiving), spanking (receiving), lots of cum/pre-cum, size comparison/size difference (with me smaller), frotting/tribbing, praise (receiving), strap-ons, and likely more!

None of this is required, however. Just the general dynamic of me being on the receiving end of some rather rough sex!

The unsexy bits now, my limits: Unrealistic Proportions, Masculine Feet, Slurs, Toilet Play, Heavy Bondage (mechanical contraptions, encasement, etc.), Vore, Death, Gore, My character power-bottoming (I’m really just atrocious at it, you don’t want it, trust me…), Reddit Chat, and "Sissification" (an issue of terminology, bleghck).

If you wish to more about me feel free to consult my DPP Profile. Hope to hear from you!

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