When I was growing up, I hadn't though I had an absent father. Sure, my dad worked a lot. He traveled oversees. He missed birthdays and recitals and plays, but he was doing it all for the benefit of our family. He hadn't left the old country with $6 in his bank account so that he could sit on his butt and let us slide into the same life he'd left behind.

But still, it stung as I got old enough to understand other families and see that they had just as much as we did, plus parents who were home every weekend. My friend Katie's dad was a senior administrator at the hospital in our town, and he also coached her travel soccer team. I tried not to think too hard on why I couldn't have that too.

But no matter my family's issues, I'd lived up to my potential. Top of the class, premed at Harvard, and on the fast track to success. But there was an emptiness to that. I'd never had a boyfriend, and based on the boys available to me at school I wasn't interested in changing that. And my dad was still distant - now that I didn't live at home, where my mom could remind him to call, we talked less than ever. My texts when I got As on exams went unanswered, and my hopes for my birthday weren't high. Maybe he's somewhere he doesn't have good service, I comforted myself. He goes to some pretty remote places.

There were men in my life who filled some of the void, thankfully. I had professors who I respected beyond belief, and their compliments and praise filled me with joy. I was volunteering at a clinic, and some of the doctors there noticed when I did good work, and sometimes even told me they were proud of me. I didn't know quite why, but it felt better than any praise from anyone else...

Hi! Today I want to write a story about a college student who taps into her unconscious issues with her absent father and starts a relationship with one of the authority figures in her life. This can start innocent, but will get naughty fast. Right now I’m really interested in you playing the father of kids I nanny over the summer. I’d love to work out some of my Disney World fantasies with the the right guy!

I'm imagining that my character is the child of immigrants from China or India, but I'd be willing to change that if you feel strongly. I'd really like if she was the kind of girl that everyone in class has a crush on - they all want to go out with her, and pray to get put with her for group projects. But she's totally unavailable - the groups got made the night before while she caught her breath after the professor gave her the third orgasm of the night. I almost think of it like cuckolding a man I don't have any obligation to be faithful to. I don't 100% know how to explain it, but if you get me let's talk about it!

I really want us to be playing good, solid characters before we write any story. So if you're ready for some really in-depth planning I'm your girl! Shoot me a PM with your ideas on anything I've mentioned here and let's see if we connect. If you have reference photos or names you'd like me to use please share them, and I'll send my favorites too!