I like to fantasize that the extremely high levels of sexual pleasure i am being subjected to by being edged and having my prostate stimulated over a long period of time cause me to begin to grow larger and more muscular. I like laying on my back, legs spread, knees up off the bed but my feet on the bed, having the person that is going to edge/grow me sit between my legs facing me. They put a blood pressure cuff on each of my calves that is going to be used to monitor and measure how big i am to start with and then be used to track my growth throughout the edging session. The person sitting between my legs puts their legs each under my legs and along each side of my torso straight out infront of themselves. Then they can wear gloves if they want, they lube up my ass and slide a finger or 2 in and begin massaging my prostate and then lube up my cock once its raging hard. They slowly and deliberately stroke my cock while massaging my prostate and in a very calm and confident manner say to me "im going to pump you up, im going to make you bigger"I like to pretend that my attraction to their sexy legs is also a factor in my growth. I like to feel vulernable to the person that is edging me in this scenario. I like for them to be very confident and actually cocky about how sure they are of what they are doing to me by edging me. When i start to feel overwhelmed with how close they are pushing me to the edge then i like to beg for them to stop. But they dont and simply say in a very cocky manner "no, im not going to stop, you can handle it, you need to trust me, i know exactly what im doing"

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