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Don't want to roleplay, I just want to talk with someone who has similar interests. Please read my post history.
*Just a warning that I'm a newbie and have always been attracted to men, but with this specific desire, it might work both ways :). *
I feel like I can enjoy a pretty "normal" life. Great family, wonderful friends, "vanilla" relationship. Not vanilla in a 'this is really boring but I'll accept it' type of way. More, "this is a really healthy relationship where I'm treated like a princess and I love our life' type of way. I really do enjoy this type of relationship. But then I have moments where I just need to have a lack of composure. I need us to fight. Not ignore each other until one of us caves, but yelling and crossing lines that are supposed to be wrong. I love that shit. I love it when someone shows me a side I wasn't ever "supposed" to see. A side probably no one was supposed to see. I want contained chaos. I like obsessive behaviour from a partner. The thought of Stockholm Syndrome is appealing to me. Again, in a controlled environment. I just want to let loose with someone.
So while this isn't a post calling for role play, I just want to "play" this out in a very much real way. Maybe you tell me experiences of your "toxic" ex that you loved so much because of the toxicity. Or the things your partner introduced you to that made you stay longer than you should have because you worried you wouldn't be able to live it out again with anyone else. Or just your thoughts about what you wish you could do in a relationship where you are completely maskless.
If this interests you, please reach out and let's see if we get along :).
Don't message me if you aren't single. I like the open-endedness of where this interaction could lead :).
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