Important disclaimer: NO human has more or less value than another. This is a short piece for women who understand this and are comfortable consensualy and actively engaging in a kink, fantasy, but most of all a personal worldview. I do not apply  these beliefs outside of a consensual and safe setting. Two final warnings: For submissives, please be careful how you engage in this sort of kink in regards to your own identity and self-worth. For dominants, please be careful you understand where the line is between a consenting persons and the rest of life. This sort of kink, as with many, can be internalised and you need to have your head in the right context to be safe.

Here is a short message for one or two women reading this prompt. If you get to the end and would like to chat about what was written or what you might have discovered a out yourself, send me a message so we can talk further about who you are and who you want to be. Speak soon. 

You. Yes you, girl.

The one who thinks she's hidden it well. Yes I can see you. And I know.

I can see those thoughts, the ones you've been thinking for years now. Maybe for as long as you remember.

You play the part, you always have, joining your friends in being disgusted about a sexist remark or a chauvinistic celebrity.

Afterall, that's what's expected of you, you could even say you were raised that way by the world around you. Raised being a bold woman, fighting the patriarchy, standing up for feminist rights.

Yes, you present well. You know what to say, how to say it, how to tick the boxes and appear as modern and woke as you should be.

But I've seen plenty like you before. And no matter how convinced your friends and family are, I can see how uncomfortable it makes you deep inside.

You've been surrounded by all these messages of equality for so long, you may have even started to believe it...sort of. But underneath, though you may have tried to bury it long ago, something just won't sit right.

I know you.

How was it that you realised your agreement with your feminist friends was maybe not as heartfelt as you thought? Was it the appearance of a strange fetish or fantasy? You saw or read something that turned you on, maybe you were embarrassed at it....but it just kept cropping up.

Was it a slight feeling of rebellion or frustration at some progressive social post, or a moment of clarity reading about old fashioned romance and relationships?

Whatever caused it, here you are. You might be confused, feeling lost. In denial. Having a little crisis. Or you might already know what's been sitting deep inside you for so long, made you feel so different to others around you.

Yes you may still have the lightest of masks hiding what you truly feel. But I can see the real you.

I can see you as you fight your own natural urges and thoughts. The world always told you that you were the equal and equivalent of any man out there. That being a woman no longer meant being below men. That you could now find identity and purpose without a man.... But deep down as you hear those words there's a little rumble. An echo, in some maybe even a roar, of disappointment.

There were other signs, maybe you missed them until now. You always preferred that firm male boss at work or teacher at school. You were never offended by old fashioned chivalry. You were drawn to traditionally feminine skills and tasks around the home. You much preferred when men took complete control in the bed room. You had those embarrassing fantasies of particularly rough sex, humiliation, or even darker. You read of times gone by and felt you identified with housewives or women from centuries passed. You feel a need to dress up and hold yourself well in the company of really most men you come across.

And now you're here. Here wondering if it's true. Are you really a misogynist? Do you really feel inferior to men? Is that honestly a natural instinct deep in your gut to follow a man's lead and surrender to his preferences? Do you really find identity and purpose in being subservient and pleasing men?

Well, if all the above seems to have been written to you, then the answer is probably yes.

I know you.