My parents were honest, hard working people.  Blue collar workers in the lower middle class.  It turns out that my mother suffered from a strange genetic disorder that prevents her from being able to give birth.  After exhausting all options, IVF, surrogates, even adoption, my parents could not end up having a child of their own.  They researched into how they can get around this issue and stumbled upon a strange, ethically questionable organization.

They booked a meeting at one of their locations in a large city a few hours away.  It had some sinister, yet professional undertones to it, but they were desperate so they proceeded.  This institution was working on some experimental, yet unethical treatments that aided in my mother's quest to have her own children.  The only stipulation is that by signing a contract here, you have to yield the rights of your second child to them.  That's how I ended up under their custody.  They battled with the idea emotionally for several months and finally caved.

A year of treatment resulted in my mother getting pregnant with my older sister.  A few years after that and yet more time in treatment, I was born.  The contract they signed promised that they would have to raise me until I was the age of thirteen, then I would be shipped off and left.  In the time before I was given up, my parents provided me with lots and lots of love.  My sister was over it, but she loved me like as a sibling who was about four years older would their younger brother.  Perhaps they gave me more attention than her since they knew what would happen to me.  Eventually, she learned about it too and decided to be extra nice as well, but at what cost?

I was finally given away a few weeks after my thirteenth birthday.  They didn't tell me where I was going or what would happen until I got there.  Visitation was granted, yet they slowly withheld the right after a year in order to distance me from them.  For years and years, they were to train me to be the perfect "boy" for whoever would have me.

When I turned eighteen, I finally had my first "mommy." They were kind in our first meeting, but proved to be masochistic and demanding. I couldn't help but fall behind, so she returned me shortly after. In my time here, I have been rented, bought, and returned several times to various "mommies" who each had their own sick and twisted ideas of how to deal with such a tender and vulnerable young man.  Needless to say, I have been scarred, having never found the perfect fit.  Throughout this time, I've developed clear abandonment issues, but the institution doesn't really provide help for that.  They're only concerned about making money.

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It's very important that you know that I like to play as characters that I identify with, so that will often be shy or reserved, but depending on the scenario I understand that it might change. Like many people here, dirtypenpals is a space for fantasy and I like to have these fantasies with me in them. I'm flexible in how we will set things up and I completely understand that sex may be involved, but that might not be the ultimate goal.

A little about me, I prefer to write in paragraph style prose in the first person. Often, I will send two or three paragraphs per message. I would prefer to play with someone who is literate, descriptive, and writes as much (or more) than I do. I really want someone who is both understanding and constructive that can help me add both authenticity and detail to my writing. I'm overall pretty descriptive, but my real life sexual experience is very, very limited. I can make up for it in providing authenticity in character interaction and I'm a fast learner too. I like to believe that I'm pretty literate and very consistent in how I write and play. Feel free to scroll through some of my posts to see how I write or what I'm interested in.

One last thing. I understand that we are all normal people. I'm a student myself, so I may go a few hours between responses, but I always respond when I can. I also understand that you have a life yourself, so if you do the same, that's completely okay.

My kinks include, but are not limited to, (gentle) femdom, kissing/spit/lips, older women, incest, romance, lactation/ANR, and more that can manifest themselves as we play.

I hope to hear from you from you soon!