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I am broken.
People are disgusted by my appearance. They call me "freak", shouting it at me as they throw rocks.
I have done things for which I should be ashamed, but I have no capacity for remorse. Could I be blamed for letting my fear turn to anger, anger to rage?
I won't deny it. There is blood on my hands.
I am a monster.
But you... when I discovered you, something unlocked inside me. I discovered what beauty is. I discovered... love? Lust?
I can't be expected to understand them, even as I feel them.
You fear me, you love me.
You show me compassion, the only one to ever show me compassion.
But you left. You had to.
For him.
Then, there was a night, beneath a moonless sky. You came to me in the dark to tell me you must go forever. I held you close, feeling the music in your pulse, the singing in your veins. We would spend one final night together, the flames of our passion consuming us.
A woman and a man. No more, and yet, no less.
And after, still a monster.
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