I turned off the vibrator as I panted for air, and looked at the alarm-clock

09.08 AM

I just woke up and felt like playing, and so I did, for almost 45 minutes by the looks of it.

Rolling myself out of bed, I slowly walked over to the big mirror by my dresser

I found a pair of yellow Björn Borg panties and sports-bra and put it on

Checking myself out in the mirror I always liked what I saw, I was generally happy with myself

Might not hurt with a haircut though, I had long dark hair and I loved my hair, but still..

I sighed

Been a long couple of days.

I worked as an underwear model while waiting to get accepted to my university.

And it has been almost 2 weeks since any work has turned up.

I looked at myself again and smiled.

Not one of those skinny models

No, I had a lot of figure, that is what they wanted these days, curves, hips, natural breasts.

Grabbing my glasses before leaving the bedroom, bringing some cornflakes and milk with me to the livingroom where I turned on the TV and threw myself on the couch, with my favorite green blanket, and started watching Netflix.

I always had my phone with me, in case a job opportunity should text me.

An hour might've passed and I got a text.

'It's just my boyfriend' I sighed to myself again

We've been together for 4 years, but was beginning to drift apart.

We rarely did anything together, mostly because he always worked and I was always home.

Maybe I didn't have feelings for him anymore.

But the thoughts of having to pack all my things and find a new apartment, I mean, I would just move to near the campus when I got admitted to the university anyways, might as well wait. Besides, he was never home, he worked all the time so I didn't really have to put effort into it, might just save the hard breakup till later this summer.

Another hour passed

I was sitting on the couch with my laptop, browsing reddit for new fashion.

I loved clothes

And cake.. Might've browsed for some cakes too.

Suddenly I heard keys rattle outside the apartment door

I looked up and heard the door open and my boyfriends voice

'Hello honey!'

I lift and eyebrow wondering..

"Hey sweetie, you're already home?"

He came in and threw his blazer on the dining table

'You didn't get my text?' I said and walked up in front of me

I was busy looking at cake and didn't really look away from the screen, but lightly shook my head

"Uhm maybe, I didn't notice" I kinda lied, I forgot to read it, so maybe there was a bit of truth in it.

He leaned down and kissed me on my forehead and I forced a smile.

'You didn't make it far today, huh' he laughed, probably referring to my sitting in my underwear in the couch

M-mm I said and shook my head again.

'I was thinking we could do something together today, you and I?' he said

I felt he was standing there, staring at me

"Oh, you're not going back to work?" I replied, still not paying attention to you

You ignored my question and sat down next to me, 'Or maybe we could just stay at home and have fun' You said as you placed your hand on my breast

Please I said as I tried to squirm myself away from your hand "You know I don't like that"

'Come on, it's been such a long time since we had sex', you place your hand on my thigh instead, and I can feel you pressing your index finger against my panties.

I move away again, placing my hand on yours and moves it away "I don't really feel like it sweetie" I retorted, still not moving my attention away from the laptop.

You didn't hesitate and quickly pushed yourself off the couch, standing back in front of me.

'What the fuck is wrong with you? You once told me to be more spontaneous and now I am' You exclaimed.

"Excuse me?" I said, but before I could react you grabbed the laptop and ripped it away from me and threw it on the floor

'You never wanted to try oral sex, or anal, or a threesome or any of the other things I keep suggesting! And now! Everytime I want to have sex you either have a headache, or you're too tired and I've had it.'

I looked up at you.

The way you raised your voice frightened me but I had to do something

"You dare talk to me like that" I said and tried to stand up, but you pushed me back into the couch

"What the fuck!" I almost yelled, but you interrupted me by slapping my across the face so I fell to my side on the couch.

I could hear a ringing, but was again interrupted by you grabbing my hair and leaning down to me.

'Now I'm giving you a choice, sweetheart, you either suck my dick or I fuck you in the ass' You said with an angry, scary voice

I opened my eyes and started at the pillow in front of me, you could still hear the TV running.

I could feel my cheek burn and hear a light ringing inside my head.