So they say opposites attract and in this current political climate, that's definitely even more the case.

Calling myself a leftist probably isn't accurate. I'm not sure what to call myself. I generally think capitalism can work but we have some oligarch problems etc etc etc blah blah blah I won't get into the nuance. That's not why I'm here. That's not why you're here.

I dabble in both sides of the American political aisle on purpose; I don't want to get stuck in the same kind of echo chamber everyone else seems to be in. Over the past year I started engaging with this somewhat niche female pundit and it's kind of evolved somewhat into something of a parasocial fascination. She's very beautiful, yes, but it's more than just physical attraction. She has some views which don't align with the conservative mainstream, which opened me up to her quite a bit. Still, she's generally considered "far right" and I've run into some definitely abrasive opinions of hers quite a bit particularly in her most recent content.

Since the election, my fixation on her has grown even further. I'm kind of "doomering" otherwise and she gives me a dose of optimism which has bound me even more to her content such that I watch her regularly. I am attracted to her, but not so much in a "I want to fuck her" kind of way more just she is fascinating and an interesting role model. She's kind of changed how I think of "conservative women" and she has changed my opinions on a few issues too (which only makes my fascination more potent).

I'd like to discuss this with someone. A conversation, not a roleplay, and I do intend it to be a hot/sexy conversation (which is why I'm here; she does make me very wet I confess), but NOT in a "closeted lesbian" way. If all you want to talk about is how hot it would be if I fucked this pundit or what I'd do for her sexually, please do not waste my time. This is more mental, cerebral, and nuanced with fascination from attraction affecting my politics in weird ways. Be prepared to have something more interesting to say than "what do you think her farts smell like??"

I'll leave it there. Message me if any of this rambling sounds interesting to you; chat is preferred but DMs also accepted.

Actual conservatives to the front of the line; I find they have more interesting things to say about this in my experience.