I've envied girls for as far as I can remember. Even as a little one, I would watch Disney movies and wish I was Ariel , Jasmine or Belle. I never told anyone, but it has followed me my whole life. I could never tell my parents; I knew how that would go. Anyone from a Latin family would tell it's a bad idea. Back home, the neighborhood and school wouldn't accept me or understand if I had ever come out. On random occasions when I had home to myself, I would dress myself up in clothes I had bought and practiced doing my make up. I had gotten pretty good at it, but was always disillusioned at the fact I couldn't go out into the world as the real me.

It's been a year since I graduated high school. I took a year off to save up some money to move away and live on my own. To move out of state or even out of the country! As far away from the faces I've known and be able to start completely fresh as the true me. It also helped to have the time fine tune my make up to an impeccable level and get myself a fake ID to go clubbing. I've two more years til I'm 21.

It's been a few days of unpacking boxes, buying the essentials, and settling into my new apartment. I have a whole new wardrobe for my new life, make up, and all the girly essentials. I plan on transitioning as soon as possible, but I can't wait any longer to experience womanhood in the social setting. I slip on my tightest clubbing dress, doll myself up, and slip on a wig while my actual hair grows out.

I walk to the club with the loud clacking of my high heels. I stand in line alone to get in. This is where you come in, whoever you are! You're going to be the person that shows me how much I have been missing out, and how eager you are to catch me up. Let's paint the town red while you treat me like an absolute princess, queen, or babe. I’m also open to the idea of this becoming super long term and following the journey of my transition! Show me how much fun I've been missing. There is a lot of room here depending on how we want to end the night as me as full blown cis woman. Also willing to chat through the night as moments instead of RP.