Why am I doing this? What made me decide that this was a good idea? Maybe I just wanted to feel some risk to help feel alive. Maybe I felt that getting out of my comfort zone by diving completely into the deep end was what I needed to actually commit to this change in lifestyle. So here I was, a wannabe slut, wanting to become as bad a girl as I could possibly be, and I was walking into the seediest bar that had the most police visits that I could find.

I knew what I was wearing would turn heads, too. The halter style top made it pretty clear I wasn’t wearing a bra as it clung to my petite frame, and it was cropped short enough to expose my flat stomach. The pleated black skirt was long enough to hide the fact that I was also not wearing any underwear, but only barely up to that task. And the chucks, well, I just thought they looked cute.

So it was with unsteady legs and a racing heart that I pushed open the door to the bar that I shouldn’t even technically be able to enter, as a 19 year old, for another two years, unsure of what would await me inside. I took a moment for my eyes to adjust to the dim light, and I stepped in, looking around… What happens next, well, you tell me. Biker. Criminal on the run. Just out of jail. Construction worker. Trucker. Some combination of any of the above. You tell me what sort of bad boy who you are - regardless I am looking for someone rough and probably even violent. I am not looking for some sort of white knight. I know that I want someone to take advantage of me and my body - and I'm happy to be in that situation.

In terms of my kinky interests and fetishes: I love cum, creampies, cumplay, and impregnation/impreg risk. I enjoy sex both from sensual and slow, to rough and hard (including CNC), and I know that I’m the submissive type. I like power exchanges and focusing on my partner's pleasure. I like age gaps, and I tend to play the younger partner. I do like things getting dirty in the literal sense in addition to just as much smutty fun as possible. Watersports and spit/drool play are great. Dirty talk, degradation, humiliation, misogyny, filming, exhibitionism and voyeurism are also lots of fun. I may even be into some sort of consensual snuff if there’s a magical element to it, something I’ve experimented with lately - that I am somehow able to heal myself and not actually die (though this is totally optional and not at all required, just let me know if it interests you).

My major limits are a focus on anal (fingers and toys OK, rimming a no, and penetration only if it’s part of something like a DP or used very sparingly), scat (though most other filth is good), and true noncon. To reiterate, since some people don't always get it, I do NOT want you to end up being some secretly sweet and caring white knight type, so we'll call that a limit too.

I am happy to play here via PMs (chat sucks and should only be used to tell me about yourself and your thoughts for your setup before switching to discord), but I really I prefer Discord. I like long term play and do so while doing other things, so replies are not always rapid. Hit me up!