NO ROLEPLAY

Up front: This is not the usual request. I know this is gonna be weird and hard to describe—including what exactly I’m looking for because honestly I don’t know—but I’m definitely not setting up a roleplay. More of a conversation that may or may not turn sexual, I suppose. Doesn’t feel right to post this anywhere else so I’m trying here.

So lately I’ve been finding that my dabbling in politics (much more consistent because of the election) has become weirdly entangled with sexual arousal in some areas and it’s become confusing. I’ll try and explain: I’m left leaning overall but I like to read and learn about all opinions not just my own and by chance, a few months ago, I ended up looking up a female conservative pundit (in the USA) who I found interesting and, over time, I became somewhat fixated on her.

I’d say I’m straight overall, but I’m sometimes attracted to women and honestly I find her intensely attractive. She’s just the type I like, so it was her beauty that first caught my eye but it’s gone beyond that now and I’ve kind of fallen down a rabbit hole. I’ve become more and more curious about her opinions and right wing thinking in general because of her, and it’s weirdly tied in with my attraction to her as well in a way that’s difficult to describe.

Please note that "attraction" doesn't always mean "just want to fuck her". I'm not interested in talking to you if all you want to discuss is your political lesbian fantasy. Full disclosure: yes I have fantasized about her but as the situation has progressed it's less and less about fucking her and more just a deepening interest in her that is hard to describe. Again, please don't fixate on the sex, it is extremely boring to me and I will tire of you very, very quickly.

I’d like to have a conversation about this. Just to help straighten out my thoughts on the whole thing. Reach out to me by chat or message; I don’t really care which. Include your age and gender in the first message too; I don’t care much but I’d like to know in general the kind of person I’m talking to. Conservatives to the front of the line simply because I feel like they’ll have something more interesting to say than “no stop you’re going down a bad path” or whatever. For my part, I’m 22/f and I’m a college student. Please engage with me in good faith; I'm trying to be open-minded and I ask that you do too.

Please have input more interesting than "you should be a barefoot pregnant tradwife". If you even mention being a traditional wife, I will not respond. This post isn't about tradwife kink, I'm not interested in tradwife kink, and I expect someone responding to at least have a passing interest in what I want since conversation is a two-way street.

Don't send pictures of you and don't ask for them from me. I don't want to go down that road.

If you're going to look at my post history, please keep your responses regarding this post. Do not message me with your Reddit pop psych takes about the connective tissue you think exists between my kinks. I hate hate hate hate HATE it when people do this, and I will either be relentlessly hostile to this kind of message or just not respond. Feel free to ask clarifying questions as much as needed, but keep it on one topic and don't try to combine.

NO ROLEPLAY

If they matter--Kinks: mental, cerebral things like bimbos, transformation, mind control, pet play, DDLG, related kinks

Limits: Body fluids other than cum and saliva, anal, sadism/masochism, rape/groping/noncon