I am a size queen.

It's not something that I grew into as I fucked more men, or a kink that developed from consuming too much porn; it was always there in me. Some little part of my brain that lit up every time I saw that subtle shadow down a man's leg, or when I wrapped my hand around some innocuous cylindrical object. A spark deep inside me any time my eyes see a massive cock squeezing inside someone in porn; and a profound lack of spark when I see normal ones.

It's not just about the aesthetics, but about their power: no matter what I'm doing, my attention can always be broken but just the implication of a huge bulge. And the fact that they require some sort of sacrifice: I knew that I needed big cocks, and I wasn't going to be able to take them without some pain. So I learned to like that kind of pain, so that I could take them.

I have learned that men have really different reactions to this. Some men absolutely despise my attitude, and will have scowled just from the title of this post alone. They may even be big themselves, but for hate that I have such a strong need. Others love it. To them, there is nothing that is more emblematic of lust than a woman who craves large cocks and nothing else. They may even be small themselves; it seems to be less about their own pleasure than the satisfaction they get from seeing a woman be so nasty.

I want to talk about this. Are you huge? Normal? Small? How big are you in internet inches vs real inches? Have you even measured or you afraid to because it might hurt your ego? Do you love that I drool over the mere suggestion of a big dick, or do you hate me for being so vapid? Do you wish you were bigger? Do you feel depressed that it's something you can't control?

I do want this to be a two-sided conversation so I would love to talk more about why I love them, and my feelings toward normal ones, and my feelings about the way men react. I don't want to just grill you with questions; let's have a nice back and forth about our views toward and experiences with huge cocks.

You do not have to be big for this discussion! Although obviously that makes it more exciting. But please do be 26 (and 30 is preferred). In your first message, please tell me your ASL, cock size, and what made you want to respond.