Who knew that all it would take to change our marriage and lives would be you needing to borrow my laptop. Yours had died, and you just needed to look something up quickly, so you didn't think twice about grabbing it. I was still at work, and it was good thing, because if I had been within striking distance you don't know what you would have done. When you opened it to see those sites I was looking at...and those emails.

Years ago you had caught me talking to girls, and it nearly broke us apart, but you forgave me. This was different though. You looked at the tabs that were open..."hotwife and BBC", "gentle femdom", "how to properly milk a prostate"...and then the email. It only went back a few months, but there were hundreds on threads. And they were all with men.

At first it was disgust and hurt, but as you read, you started to feel something different. It was not like the betrayal before, which felt like a knife in the back. Sure, there was betrayal here, but it was different. You wondered why I had never told you about these fantasies. It made you sad that after nearly 15 years, you still did not know my secrets.

But beyond that, you also felt something awakening inside you. You would be lying if you had not thought of other men. I was the only man you ever had sex with, and as you got older you did wonder what it would be like with someone else. Until this moment, you had just pushed those thoughts down, but now they all seemed to bubble up at once.

"That's it," you thought "it is time we change something." You closed the laptop and began to plan for when I would get home in a couple hours...

I am looking for someone to help me play out this fantasy. A wife taking control of her husband, and helping them both explore bringing other men into their relationship.