I have a weakness for self-assured girls who speak down to me and who know how to use their bodies to lord their power over me. Who knows how to taunt, tease, and torture me emotionally and mentally. Push my buttons and make me flustered and desperate for their approval by humiliating and demeaning me. It gets hard to think about anything else besides the curve of their thighs and the hint of stomach. I want to press my lips against the way they flash the soft skin of their cleavage at me in public, knowing it is driving me crazy that I can't do anything about it. It embarrasses me to be so hypnotized by them in such an exposed fashion, other people being around and the mocking laughter and comments I would endure if anybody else found out. The threat of blackmail. Nobody else could know, or I would be looked down on, get into a lot of trouble, thought of as a disgusting pervert.

I especially enjoy it when they are someone who I should be in charge of or responsible for, like a daughter's friend--over 18, that is--or an employee I am supposed to be in charge of who notices my awkward leering that turns into them pushing the boundaries while I struggle to say no, and they keep on going, or a college student who somehow turns the table on her professor. Somehow, being enslaved by a sorority member who exposes me to her sisters is a really appealing fantasy I wouldn't mind playing out. That tension of being a Gooner/humiliation slave for someone who is always threatening to expose me to other women and, therefore, makes me degrading is really hot. Being told what to wear, especially woman's clothing, against my will, when to go to the bathroom, wearing a chastity cage, cleaning boots/feet when members of sorority demand it of me, or just a single mistress and any other sort of other creative humiliating act like being forced to serve at a sorority function in some sort of revealing outfit where I lose stitches of clothing and dignity throughout the event. Cucking is something that I think I could be pushed to in these role plays.

Essentially, I am looking for a chat partner to either have a conversation about these and other related topics that have to do with humiliation and/or a role-play that seems like it both intrigues us. I am a switch, so I also can be pretty dominant with the right partner if they like being on the receiving end of some of these things I've mentioned, and I am also into dd/lg and mm/lb. Public play is also a huge turn-on for me, and so is risky sex. I think what may be most important for me is the right dynamic of being bullied reluctantly into doing humiliating things that turn me on against my will and the underlying shame and guilt that makes the arousal from those things that much more intense for both of us as bully and bullied.

Limits: Blood, extreme violence, snuff, scat, vomit,