Darkness. Black. The blindfold meant I could see nothing. I could feel the old tattered motel carpet beneath my knees. I could feel the warmth of the old motel room as the radiator still put out heat despite the warming weather. I was sweating from the heat, fear and anticipation.

Then I could hear it, the door unlatching, the spare key I had hidden on top of the door frame before texting its location to him…to you…

It had been three months ago. I was alone, my husband and family away for the weekend at a baseball tournament. I was looking to try something new, and decided I would delve into the NSFW world of Reddit. And what a world it turned out to be.

From passionate kissing, to the most degrading throat fucking and anal, Reddit had it all. And I began going down the rabbit hole of degradation.

And that’s when I met you. On dirtypenpals. After several steamy stories filed with abuse, degradation and humiliation I was hooked on you.

You asked where I was from, and it turned out you were in the same state. Far enough to still be “safe”, but close enough to be dangerous.

When you asked me for a picture I was hesitant, but when you sent me one of you, looking so handsome and almost George Clooney like, I felt like I needed to show you, despite my self esteem issues, or I would lose you forever.

And when you told me you would be attending some business meetings in my city, you told me I had a decision to make. Either I could meet you, abiding by a very detailed set of directions, or I could find a new partner to play with…

And so here I am. On my knees. Completely naked, except for a blindfold, a ball gag, and a dog collar with the leash held in my hands to present to you…

I hope you liked my prompt. Irl I’m an older woman, chubbier, with self esteem issues. I want to play someone like me, and as for who you are? Maybe you really are handsome. Maybe you’re not and you were sending fake pics to me.

Either way I want you to punish me for stepping outside of my marriage, for turning my back on my vows, on my family. I want to regret my actions:)

My kinks are non and dub con, blackmail, body shaming, humiliation, degradation, slapping, choking, spitting, hair pulling, anal, painal, gangbangs, interracial, age gaps, size gaps, attractiveness gaps, and so much more

My limits are underage, scat, blood and vomit

I only play in PM’s, no chat