I have a long story about how I’ve gone from straight to curious to exploring with guys (so I guess unsure about my sexuality is more appropriate for where I am at right now)

I’m up for chatting with people about my experience so far and getting someone else’s perspective on my journey thus far etc.

With that said I do prefer to chat with someone that has more experience “breaking in” and/or “turning” straight guys as I think that “opposite” perspective of the scenario is interesting. I absolutely love connecting with a man especially when he gives me this feeling of needing to open up to him.

Here is a small bit on how that journey started for me:

When I was around 22 or 23 I became friends with an openly gay guy who would always make conversations with me about sex with guys even when I avoided the topic or would express that I was straight and he would tease me and say things like I should try sex with a man because he could tell I’d love it etc. (he didn’t know I was even a little curious at the time). I also started dating a girl right around the time I met him.

And at some point I guess without him really realizing his conversations and teasing started affecting me in that they would pop into my mind when I would be horny and jerking off (not sure how that started happening just kind of did) and I guess my curiosity and exploring kind of started on a slippery slope since then (I guess without him realizing at the time he kind of fueled or ignited my relatively dormant curiosity further). But he was definitely quite bold about the teasing like one day I was walking down the hall and he was talking with a girl and she asked him if he was a top or a bottom and he laughed and said “I only top” and then glanced at me and said to her “he will find out”. The girl gasped and laughed. I pretended not hear what they were talking about and kept walking.

So when his conversations and teasing started affecting me I would explore a bit on my own I guess. It felt odd to be turned on by those things but it grew on me slowly over time even though I was starting to date a girl he also knew around the same time.

One time him and I were the only ones from our program still in town and we were friends so we went to get dinner and as usual he was teasing me and invited me to watch a movie at his place that night. I said sure but ended up flaking later that night because I was worried something might end up happening.

Feel free to DM me if you would like to chat!