I can feel a rush of excitement and uncertainty making its way through my body as I hear the door of a car close and steps approaching my front door. “This is it” I’m thinking to myself as I notice that my arms are trembling a little bit. I’m on all fours, wearing a black tank top and a olive green jeans as well as a pair of white socks.

The reason for why I’m in this position is a post on a fetish forum I made three weeks ago. The profile, called “KimNeedsSlaps”, features a full body shot of myself, naked, emotionless expression on my bespectacled face, with a strain of brunette hair over my glasses. “KimNeedsSlaps”, that’s me. A 34 years old brunette woman. 5’3” tall, skin somewhere between pale and slightly olive, brown eyes, and facial features that look remarkably unremarkable. Someone suggested I look a bit like LittleCaprice once or twice and after some googling, I'm inclined to agree.

The profile reads more like a dump of unconnected information about myself:

Random sexual/non-sexual things I like: BDSM, humiliation, nudity, TPE, post-punk, alternative rock, post-hardcore, Sonic Youth, Fugazi, philosophy, metaphysics, politics (US, European; I'm a boring centrist by most measures), epistemology, Lorde, chess, nature, walking barefoot, reading, swimming. Actually I guess musically I'm somewhere between enjoying Lorde's and The Cure's love songs and just wanting to listen to almost amelodic screaming like Dillinger Escape Plan or some Architects songs.

That aside. 34, dark sense of humor, "demure brat", fluent in sarcasm and also generic white girl bio-ese, originally from Texas, grown up in the US and Germany (American dad, German mom), now living in PA.

I'm an open book and quite enjoy exposing my mind like that, so feel free to ask questions.

I can't stress the brat part enough though. I love sex, I love violent sex, I love verbal sparring. Don't be boring and we'll get along just fine.

That said, my post made it clear that I’m looking for a little bit more than just one or two slaps.

“34, soon to be 35, years old senior software engineer working for an AI-related company with no connections (friends, family, partner) in this city looking for a domme aged 18-25.

It’s been a fantasy of mine to be a TPE slave, paypig, and all around object for a young Mistress to hurl her abuse at for quite some time now. Ever since moving to this city, buying a house, and scoring a well-paying secure job, I’ve finally reached a position in which I can turn this fantasy into reality. With this post I’m looking for a cruel domme who’s willing to take over my life completely, turn me into her obedient plaything, and ruin me and my life in the process. I’m talking total financial domination, TPE slavery, etc. I’m looking for someone to make me erase my identity (something we should discuss in person) and humiliate, degrade, and verbally abuse me. Mi casa es su casa – literally.”

The profile contains two more nude shots of myself, one front shot and one of my backside. Neither my breasts nor my ass are worth writing home about. The post then continues by stating that Asian or Latina dommes are vastly preferred but that I’m ultimately open for anything. It explicitly states

BDSM, rough sex, abuse, forced nudity, foot worship, body writing, findom, financial slavery, TPE, rules-based D/s, anal, chastity, identity erasure as kinks, with scat and animals being listed as the only limits I have.

Memories of writing that post and all that ensued as a result of it flash through my mind as I can hear the steps approaching my front door faster. I placed a key to my home under the doormat. A letter is pinned to the door reading

"Dear mistress, under the doormat you will find a key to the house. As arranged, the house, including its inhabitant and all items inside of it, is your property for the weekend. I hereby hand over ownership of my property and myself to you for the time of your stay. Sincerely yours, your new slave KimNeedsSlaps"

If you’re interested, please send me a PM rather than a chat request. I’m aiming at writing 1-2 paragraphs per message and expect the same from potential partners. This prompt is based on an actual fantasy of mine. In real life, I’m obviously too chicken to play this out, which is why I’m using DPP as my outlet.

Note: any reference to findom is constrained to the scene.