Hey everyone!

Let me start off with what I'm not looking for so I don't waste your time with a whole story and you don't waste my time looking for something I'm not offering.

I am not looking for any real world stuff, so no in person interaction, no real world actual abuse. This is all about fantasy, kinks and fetishes. I am also not looking for any kind of roleplay or pretending to be something we're not. I'm looking for something in between: a conversation and exchange of ideas between you and me as actual people. I just ended a long online ownership of a toy, and find myself in a bit of a lonely place after well over a year of talking for hours every day, so I'm mostly just looking for a distraction. Don't worry, I won't turn this into a whinefest though.

I might have very few limits, but actual misogyny, furry action, foot fetishists, scat and underage are off the table without discussion, and real life does always come first. This is more a "message when we can" type of deal, like an actual pen pal!

With that out of the way:

I've always loved the idea of owning a fucktoy. And I mean owning and toy in every sense of the word. Nothing but an object with no name, no rights, no limits, no safe word, no need for opinions and consenting to not needing consent. To serve not just as set of holes made for cock, but also as stress relief, as canvas for marks and scars, as instrument to be played by triggering every nerve ending with pain and pleasure. Something that can be broken without consequence and pushed beyond reason until it's used up and to be discarded.

Starting out as regular person with a family, friends, career and dreams, only to willingly surrender and accept a simple life of providing pleasure in every imaginable way. To create such a toy she'd have to be broken down and rebuilt mentally and physically; shaped, modified, marked and trained to be the best possible version of herself. I'd use every literal and figurative tool in the toolbox to achieve this and I'll be honest: the more violent, painful and destructive, the more I'd enjoy it. In case of doubts or questions about this I'd like to refer you to my user name. Bonus points if you agree that the best body modifications are done as DIY projects in the comfort of my workshop ;)

If this matches your kinks and fantasies or if this sounds intriguing to you I'd love to chat about it! Let's exchange fantasies and ideas, and discuss how you'd go from regular person to piece of fuckmeat.