I write quite a bit of fiction on DPP. I really like fiction but today I'm writing about reality.

In 2021 for a number of months I was something of a boot and oral sub. I even paid for the experience despite the fact I never intended for it to end up that way.

Boots and women in boots have always been a kink of mine. I posted somewhere to have a chat or RP centered around worshipping a woman in boots. I got back a sort of joking response that she had workboots and could I worship them. I said sure and we started chatting.

That evening discussion progressed and we roleplayed. She had me pleasure her and when she finished she sent me on my way. A few days later we played again, and she requested I return the next day at a specific time. In roleplay context I was there waiting for her on my knees and after two times it was clear she was never going to reciprocate. I was to wait for her, kiss her workboots, and no matter how sweaty or exhausted she was I would be expected to pleasure her and be thankful for the privilege.

I think it was two weeks in we were discussing kinks and she mentioned findom. Retrospectively she probably did it intentionally and of course at the outset we both said something of "oh it's hot but better not" and you know what happened. I caved and it became a thing that twice a week I'd send her $25-$50 to kiss her boots, pleasure her, and get nothing.

This was borderline toxic and eventually we dropped off contact but it was also so FUCKING hot.