Discreet. That was the first and only description I had in my Bio for my potential first partner. It wasn’t that I was cheating or betraying anyone but potentially my own sexuality, but being the insecure and non-confident early 20 year old that I am, I was scared of the social backlash. I couldn’t imagine the embarrassment of friends finding out I’m doing this and confronting me with it. So please, keep it to yourself, I thought.

“Hey, you must be Danny’s date then!” Were the first words Rebeccah, the friendly host and Birthday girl to whose party you took me, said to me. A look that was supposed to be apologizing and a little embarrassed was what you hit me with at the same time.

“I had to tell her why I bring you and you won’t know anyone here anyway.”

You explained after and probably were right. I did indeed not know anyone here. Which came from the fact most of the guests were older than me. Some a little, some a lot, as it was at a 42nd birthday party, to which you, my 41 year old date, had taken me.

And the thrill of being introduced, referred to and spoken to as “Danny’s date” awoke something in me. That element of exposition, of slight embarrassment and the confidence I needed to carry out “Yes I am into men like him” felt weirdly arousing to me.

That was what Richard found out as well. He was your best buddy at the party, also into men and also older than me. And a genius at reading people and understanding, as I found out, because the whole evening over, Richard understood me, my problems and fears, my insecurities and my excitements.

And maybe it was his caring aura, his attentive smile and eyes or simply the 6 Mimosas we drank together, but I started to like him.

It was our first date and supposed to be my first night with a man, so I should’ve been shocked when you asked. And maybe it was a perfect ploy, maybe it was genuine attraction, but I was not shocked, but only excited when we were about to leave and you asked me the question that would lead to one of the most unforgettable nights in my life.

“Do you mind if Richard comes with us?”

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Hey there fellows, looking for a play where two older men introduce a young, insecure, curious and nervous man to the pleasures of Gay sex. I’m looking for detailed writers with ideas, passion and a drive to make this longer term. Looking for people that are into orientation play, first times and like writing the little, everyday life details that comes with that. Open for discussion about kinks or limits, so hit me with yours when you think some might fit in here well. Other than that I look to be a bottom, love rimming, hairy and bigger men, musk, sweat, verbal partners and rough sex and dislike the usual hardcore taboos.

This is based on a real life story, so if you cannot introduce yourself or don’t know what to start with, you can start with that in mind :)