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so um ive been doing some questionable things on the internet and i wanna rp about it !!!!
so i'm looking to play a version of myself that posts a personal ad explicitly asking to be dominated, abused and degraded over the internet. you respond to my personal ad and we enter a fucked up little internet relationship where you uses me as an outlet for your sadism and i'm using you as a means of engaging with the large amounts of sexual trauma i really obviously have.
at first we're just talking. but things escalate to me sending you voice memos and then eventually photos. i use a fake name for awhile and am very vague about the details of my life, but you eventually know my real name and what city i live in and where i go to college. i even let you follow my personal instagram (its a private account so you KNOW im not catfishing you). i still know very little about you or the details of your life, and anything you tell me could be a total lie.
there's a few ways this could go from here...
a. we arrange to meet irl to do a cnc scene and somewhere along the way i realize fuck, i don't actually want this! i was in complete control of everything i chose to do when i was online. i wasn't actually being raped, i was writing about it and roleplaying it and imagining it. none of it was physical. i was completely safe. i could stop at any time. this is a bad fucking idea and i immediately regret my decision to meet with you and i don't want to do this anymore but uhh sucks to suck cause it happens anyways!!
this could be a little softer as noncon and be a misunderstanding and a case of bad bdsm etiquette where i explicitly told you to not respect it when i told you things like "no" and "stop" and we don't have a safe word in place. it can also be a harder scenario where you know i'm backing out but take me anyways.
b. this could start out fully noncon, with you stalking me a lil and finding me irl and then <3<3<3<3<3 you could like, be legitimately aware of the fact you're a rapist, or you could be a lil delulu about it and think you're doing me a favor and fulfilling my fantasies.
about me (both irl and in the rp <3)
- hyperfemme they/she nonbinary
- just turned 23
- pierced !!!!! nipples!!!!!! (soooo excited about this one theyre brand new and SO CUTE and in a roleplay i dont have to worry about things like infection <3)
- 5'7, 34DDD, Numbers
- mad ptsd autism death combo. i don't know how to read peoples actions/intentions AND i have a fawn response!!!
- bleached platinum blonde hair eyebrows. technically still a french bob but look i just decided to grow it out and this is a big deal to me okay!!!
- art student. elusive cool/dorky combo
- kinda pastel eccentric weird girl style
- freckles :)
- major doe eyes. they're like a blue, green
- pretty athletic but also still very soft and curvy. according to stupid online calculators i have an hour glass figure :)
kinks
- noncon/dubcon (obviously). forced intox, manipulation, degradation, humiliation, grooming, orgasm control, sadism <3 <3 <3 <3 <3, blackmail, crying, begging, gaslighting, namecalling, choking, hairpulling, being physically overpowered, fear, bondage, praise, overstimulation, misogyny, painal, ableism, soft affectionate reassuring noncon oh my fucking god, brat breaking
limits
- scat, parent/child incest, age stuff, abdl, ddlg, death, calling cis men "daddy", pregnancy, [vore/inflation/weird fantasy shit]
i tend to write noncon as realistically as possible- so chances are my self insert will be disassociating, having panic attacks, going nonverbal, freezing up, etc. if this isn't sexy to you i would not recommend reaching out!!!
you are welcome to play as yourself or as a completely fictional character. all genders are welcome to respond but i massively prefer writing with other queer people- cishet men i will only respond to you if you are especially interesting. i havent spoken to any transfemmes on here and so if youre a transfemme and are interested please please please reach out ill be such a good girl for you i promise
this is a pretty loose prompt and i tend to be pretty flexible, so if there's anything you wanna change or anything specific you'd like to add feel free!!
rp wise - i write in first person, present tense. response length varies, i'm usually somewhere between 2 and 5 paragraphs but i can ramble on for much longer if im feeling inspired. i won't go under one meaty paragraph. in this case, id be willing to start out with an ic chat and transition into paragraph style once things turn irl
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