maybe you're the cool older girl in my university, the one who's charismatic and creative and confident and all the things i know i'm not. or maybe you're the hot transmasc in my art circles, the one who plays indie house shows and makes entire groups laugh while i quietly watch from the sidelines. or maybe you're the charming butch, who's friends with my friends and is always so well spoken and sure of themselves.

i'm not expecting you to text me, but i'm really happy when you do.

'was asking around and [x] told me you had a power drill. im building a desk and didn't realize i needed one until literally just now. would you be cool with bringing it over to my place? can smoke you up or something as thanks'

oh my god oh my god oh my god !! you?? you're inviting me to your house??? oh my god i could faint. i've always looked up to you and admired you but never knew how to approach you. you're so cool and this could be my opportunity to become your friend!

yeah so this is a um MAJOR fantasy of mine that i may or may not have already written erotica for (if youd like to read for inspo/ideas <3). basic premise is we're friendly acquaintances and you lure me over to your place under false pretenses, and once im there you pressure me into smoking a lot of weed and start groping me and uhhh then things go from there <3

ideally im looking for something thats like, premeditated soft noncon? like you dont ask for permission to touch me you just kinda start doing it and then you don't let me get away. like youre almost casual about it, making fun of me and praising me and telling me i can take it <3 but also hahahaha you can call me the r slur too if you want

i'm writing more or less a self insert here. me/my character is autistic, naive, dorky, eager to please, the works. i wanted her/them/me to have a more realistic sexual assault response and like?? kinda start to freeze up when you start to touch me - go nonverbal, disassociate, maybe cry a little, you know. i really want to emphasize like the fear and disorientation and internal conflict

if you want a physical description: i'm 5'7, bleach blonde, hyper femme/alt, really cute freckles, doe eyes, 34DDD, soft curvy but athletic.

kinks: cnc/noncon/dubcon (obviously), forced intox, manipulation, degradation, humiliation, grooming, orgasm control, sadism <3 <3 <3 <3 <3, blackmail, crying, begging, gaslighting, namecalling, choking, hairpulling, being physically overpowered, fear, bondage, you get the idea

hard limits: scat, parent/child incest, age stuff, abdl, ddlg, death