Everything had happened so fast.

He remembered clearly. They were sitting at a stoplight and it turned green. The lights outside sparkled as the rain hit the windshield. The wipers flapped. He smiled, stepped on the gas, and looked over at her. The car filled with light, and her face filled with terror. That was the last image he'd had of his wife.

The police would tell him that the truck had been fully loaded, traveling almost 65mph. The truck hit just behind the passenger door on the driver side, he had bruises and scrapes. They had to cut his wife's body out of the wreckage, the car had been trapped between the truck and a building.

That night changed everything, but after a year of therapy he had finally worked through the trauma. He'd stopped waking up to the image of her terrified face at night. He’d stopped sitting at green lights with sweaty palms. Mentally he was healing, though he'd never forget her. Emotionally he’d fel empty and guilty — he needed to love, and he longed to touch a woman again, but he couldn't imagine dating.

Over the past three months he'd found a diverse group of people through his therapist, a platonic community of friends that had helped him heal. He'd enjoyed interacting with people from all walks of life, of all shapes and sizes and ages and colors and backgrounds. Some were trauma survivors, some had lost family members, some were divorcees. The one thing they had in common was their support for each other. Relationships among the group were strictly forbidden for obvious reasons…people working through trauma often don't make the best decisions.

One of the women in the group had recently started texting him outside of the group chat. He struggled with his feelings for her, he felt a weird mix of emotions when he saw her texts. The relationship would break a major taboo in the group (possibly leading to their expulsion) and he wasn't sure he'd fully healed himself. The community he'd found was the reason he was healing. Losing that would be disastrous.

But he couldn't deny the hole he felt in his life.

Bzzzz. There she was again. Butterflies invaded his stomach. His heart threatened to jump out of his mouth. It was only getting worse...

I'm looking for longer term RP partners. I prefer longer back and forths (3 paragraphs), I prefer third person, and I prefer discord. What I really want is someone who I can collaborate with to make something awesome. With steamy forbidden sex ;)

More about me: I love to write, and I think I write well. I love to explore kinks (even challenge myself). I thrive on feedback and collaboration. And I fully believe that we're doing this to have fun, if we're not having fun together then we can change anything.

You share a passion for the slow burn and dirty metaphors. You like to collaborate and brainstorm. You like characters with rich backstories. You like partnering, not letting one person drive everything.

This prompt should give you a ton of latitude to design a rich character, any shape, size, race, background, etc. (Please don't ask what I prefer here! I want to know what YOU prefer!) Why are you a member of this group? Are you mindfully seducing the MMC or are you just looking for a friend? Have you healed or do you still have things to work through?

Setting is less important, probably in some city. If you want to go fantasy or scifi here, I hadn't thought about that angle, but…I'm listening :).

Ok kinks: This one feels like a spicy vanilla to me, I feel like a focus on the kink dynamic would overshadow the forbidden relationship trope, which I want to provide the tension. But again, change my mind. I will say though, your FMC needs to take a creampie or two, don't make my MMC use condoms for too long (major brownie points for consensual condom removal)!

Kinks: pleasure, strong desire/arousal, women who really like sex, creampies (esp cumming at the same time!), grool/squirting, female orgasms broadly speaking, Dom/sub dynamic (less pain, more control, I'm a bit of a pleasure Dom), bondage (but NOT s&m, think shibari) breeding/impregnation, oral sex, light spanking/hair pulling, condom removal (consensual, led by partner being penetrated)

Grey (if the plot goes here ok, but we can’t live here): dubcon (has to turn into consent), light violence, s&m.

Out of scope: toilet stuff, violence/gore, race play, incest, bestiality, dubcon/noncon generally

Thanks for reading, and if you can think of a way to make this prompt more interesting I'm all ears.