I am looking for someone to have a conversation about these ideas: humiliation, being made fun of, being laughed at, pushing of boundaries, being exposed or the threat of it, being forced to wear certain things, orgasm/masturbation control, being forced to service others, and/or do embarrassing/degrading tasks. I'm looking to have a conversation with someone who is either a dom who is into making their subs do these things and gets off on it or a sub who has similar interests and also likes these things being done to them. Being talked down to by someone who is confident is my weak spot, and being trapped in that intoxicating cycle of shame and guilt is something I want to talk about.

I am into public humiliation, the tension that comes from being blackmailed into doing things that really turn me on. Like a feeling of being trapped in a situation with someone who can't help but laugh at you as you humiliate yourself for them while they bully you relentlessly and ruin your life. The worse you feel, the hotter it is, and the harder it gets to think clearly, and every time you get aroused, you feel helpless, and that makes you feel more aroused. I love body worship, degradation, exhibitionism, orgasm control/chastity, and being bullied by a brat or a cruel dom.

I wouldn't mind talking to someone who is self-assured and knows how to use their body and their mind to corrupt someone else while they act like it's your fault for being so turned on by them if you are in the mood to lord it over someone who you know can't help themselves. One fantasy I recently had is about a homewrecking friend of my daughter (18 plus, obviously) who accidentally discovers my sick secret and innocently starts using it against me. She finds the more she does it, the more she likes how much power she has over me while I try to hide it from my family. I would like to role-play this if we talk and find out we have chemistry. Or a different fantasy if something comes up that we both like. I also don't mind being on the giving end of humiliation if we have that kind of dynamic.

If anyone has any real-life experiences where they were either bullied or put in humiliating situations and it turned them on, or they have bullied or humiliated someone in a sexual way, I would love to hear about them.

Limits; snuff, extreme violence, blood, race play, vomit, findom, real pictures of either party, scat,