What I'm Looking For

At the moment, I'm looking for people who love to learn, I want to put together a community that loves to talk about science, sex, and how to form and maintain community.

I'm committed, I try to connect with others every week. I keep trying. I keep failing and I'm OK with that. I want others with this attitude.

Some Statistics

I'll have better ones eventually when I build machines to do it, because that's what I do, I build machines.

But here's some stats off the top of my head

The median response time to a post like this is 6 hours

The average number of replies I get to a non-python teaching post is 2

About 2k people see each post

In the last 5 months I've been doing this, I've connected with about 900 people, give or take.

Out of those 900 connections, I've made genuine connections with about 5 people.

Out of all my posts, my second python post is the most successful, with about 200 responses.

Out of my non-python posts, the Rapehelper one in r/dirtypenpals has been the second most successful at kicking off dynamic and interesting conversations.

It's easy to get discouraged by these numbers. But these numbers show what people already know. Making friends is hard and genuine connections are rare

Introduction

First off. I want someone who reads.

I know that's an inaccessible statement.

I love all my friends with dyslexia, but I have enough of them.

I do my best to live my life in public, and my reddit is, I hope, reflective of at least part of who I am. But because I do actually care about accessibility very deeply, the rest of this post is going to go over things you can (and can't) learn about me by digging through my public self.

About Me

The Horny Parts

Slavery makes my cunt wet. I cum to misogyny. Women are made to be slaves.

If those statements appeal to you, the chance that we'll get along is dramatically higher. At my core, I'm a very kinky person, and I've found that I match best with other kinky people.

I have really been enjoying the discussions, relationships, and worlds that have resulted from my posts in r/dirtypenpals, and would like to have more of those.

Main Kinks (In Order)

1. Misogyny
2. Objectification
3. Degradation
4. Collars
5. Slavery
6. Outfit Control
7. Exhibitionism

Other Kinks (Unordered)

Bondage (all) - Love it, the heavier and more dire the better
Predicaments - Same as above
Body Modification - One of my all time favorites.
Domestic Servitude - Can be hard to play, but lots of fun
Slavery - One of my all time favorites
Torture (all kinds) - Into it, with some minor limitations with regards to knives, but I'll bring it up when/if it becomes relevant.
Humiliation/Degradation - Love it to pieces
Forniphilia - Oh god do I love this one. There's not enough of it
Piss Play - Love it actually
Snuff - I've recently learned that I love it
Lactation - Fun
Orgasm Control - Should it ever be any other way?

Limits

1. Heavy focus on blood, knives, needles, and scat
2. Puke
3. Underage ## Roleplay Ideas (Warning, Extreme Kinks)

Rapehelper

One day, a pocket pussy you didn't order shows up on your doorstep. What you decide to do with it is up to you. But what you don't know is that this pocket pussy is magic. And is in fact the very real pussy of Rapehelper, who is summoned when you fuck her.

She exists for only one purpose: To assist in the rape and subjugation of as many women as possible. And with her help, a lot is possible. This is because Rapehelper is kinda like a genie, she can grant wishes. But, like all genies, there are rules. But Rapehelper's rules aren't like most genies, here are the main ones 1. All wishes must directly assist in the rape and/or subjugation of one or more women 2. There is a weekly quota of rape, or Rapehelper disappears 3. Rapehelpers powers work on a points system. The more you rape, the more powerful wishes she can grant 4. Trans women are women, even if they don't know it themselves 5. Feminist men are women

Women Shouldn't... (Identity Play, Gaslighting)

The first time you hit me, I left.

But then came the texts.

And the calls.

And the emails. All professing your love and swearing it would never happen again.

You had an explanation, you see. You had trauma, I had to understand. You would change. You promised.

I wasn't sure. But I listened, and you talked. And the more you talked, the more it made sense.

That I was wrong. I misunderstood. I took things out of context. I made things up to make you the bad guy. Looking back, I don't know how I didn't see it.

I ended up thanking you for helping me grow, and when you suggested a blowjob would be better thanks, I agreed. It was only fair.

And then things were good.

We lived happily ever after.

For a time.

But then...Things weren't so perfect.

It was my fault. Obviously

I was too busy for you. I wasn't meeting your needs. I wasn't around for you. I wasn't emotionally present.

It made sense that you hit me. I wasn't sure at first. But you made good points.

I apologized with anal this time. You said I didn't deserve the pain. But I disagreed.

Or was it the other way around?

I forget that I'm dumb sometimes. You're always telling me so.

I'm so lucky to have you

The next time you hit me was the last time I was surprised.

I expected the one after it.

After all, I had been texting another guy

It didn't matter that he was my coworker

It was inappropriate. I knew that.

I'm so dumb to forget.

My mouth was already on your cock by the time you'd finished explaining it to me.

My friends started telling me to leave you.

Or rather, they got louder.

But I couldn't leave you.

You needed me. You said so.

And you were getting better. I swore to them.

I could get through to you.

But they wouldn't listen. They didn't like you.

They were jealous of your success.

I didn't see it before. But that's what all these bleeding hearts were hiding.

They hated themselves for being failures and they were trying to drag everyone else down to their level.

When they stopped texting me you told me I was better off.

You took the sound of me choking on your cock as agreement.

We both knew you were right anyway.

My parents don't call anymore.

I think it might have been that bikini you liked when we were on the cruise with them. Or that dress you bought picked for their anniversary party. Or maybe it was the sex noises every time they called.

I'm not sure. They've always been so unsupportive. You helped me see that.

I show my gratitude with my pussy. You even let me cum.

"I'm sorry, one last time, are you sure you want me to do this? Just confirm for me what you want it to say" the tattoo artist asks, needle poised above my cunt.

He glances over at you, clearly uncomfortable"Do you want him to leave?"

"No," I say confidently, "Women aren't people"

Mechanics

The idea is to have both RP ideas use the same mechanisms. This way we can set the pace of the RP, make sure we're not taking the progression too fast (or to slow) and to spark new ideas.

Please note, that while wishes are only relevant when you have a Rapehelper, Points can be accumulated in any play. Tell me, what are some of the implications of men who don't have a Rapehelper accumulating points?

I'm thinking There's a squad of Rapehelpers in a call center granting wishes like prayers. They don't get to all of them, but if you subjugate women on a regular basis, and you're lucky enough, your wish to win the lottery might just come true.

Points

Above Rapehelper's pussy with a number in big bold letters. That's your point total. It resets every Sunday at 11:59pm. Different wishes cost different amounts of points, and harassment, rape, and subjugation earn points (in that order).You earn points by harassing, demeaning, humiliating, assaulting, raping, subjugating, and even killing women if you so desire. The more a woman is reduced and brought low, and the more she submits, the more points she's worth. This is of course her only value, to serve as a mechanism to further subjugate women.

Pretty much anything covered under sexual harassment/assault/battery all the way up to murder earns you points. It's not quite linearly "the worse the crime the more points you get", it's more "the more demeaned and destroyed the woman is, the more points it's worth"

Wishes

All wishes are not created equal. (Roughly) The more it alters reality, the more it costs. Costs are audited by Subjugation Systems Accounting Department. So even though, unlike most djinn, your Rapehelper is on your side, and will do her best to act in your best interests, sometimes there's nothing she can do about the cost of a wish. Here are some examples:

"Change my clothes to x" - cheap "make me look like person" - medium-high "make me handsome" cheap, but has a per hour cost, so it's not sustainable "make me rich" expensive "give me $20" expensive This is because money very rarely directly assists in rape or subjugation, since it is a way to buy consent. "give me a fast car/armored car/tank/etc" cost depends on the situation. For example, if you needed one of those to get to/away from a rape, it would be relatively cheap. But if you just wished for it because you thought it was cool, it would be expensive "I wish that she likes the feeling of my cum so much that she forgets she didn't want it" kind of expensive wish in that it doesn't directly relate to raping her and it's kind of like saying "I wish to subjugate her" which is expensive because it's obviously boring.But it wouldn't be like, too expensive to afford Because it's a memory wish, and those are low-midrange. And she's going to have a hell of a fucking time reconciling that after. Which will directly assist in her rape and subjugation.

Subjugation

Subjugation is worth way more than murder. The per diem amount of points payed out is proportional to SVD where S is the subjugation coefficient, V is the velocity of the value, and D is the derivative of the velocity.

In other words, S is a measure of how subjugated a woman is. This is a measure of her feelings, thoughts, and emotions, not of her physical behavior.

V is the speed and direction that her subjugation is changing, is she growing more submissive, or more rebellious?

D is the rate of change of V.

If all 3 values are strongly positive, you will get a large number of points from her every day. If they are strongly negative, you can lose points.

What this mechanic allows you to do is bank cunts and accrue a large points budget that allows you to do all kinds of wild things that aren't possible at first

Other Formulas and Equations

There's the HARMED, BROKEN, and ENSLAVED equations. But those aren't nailed down, nor are many other formulas, variables, and relationships. I'm looking to explore these together, document them together, and build a world!

The Not Horny Parts

I am many things, here are some of them

Senior Cloud Engineer I've spent the last 7 years of my life doing cloud engineering for big companies. I've gotten pretty good at it, but I prefer not to talk about work. One thing that this has given me though is an opportunity to think at scale. So many things become radically different at scale. And that's why I'm trying to introduce everyone to thinking this way.

PhD Student I am currently in the process of indexing and ordering my research on Information, Logistics, Collaboration, and their role in brain function, with specific focus on learning and education. I don't currently don't have anything worth reading, but I've done a ton of research and will likely bring it up quite often (because it's relevant often). One of the difficulties I'm having is figuring out what I want to get my degrees in. Current contenders are Information Science, Electrical Engineering, Education, Psychology, and Neuroscience, though this list always seems to be growing.

Inventor The first thing people ask when they hear this title is "What have you invented?" and that's exactly what I would ask too. Unfortunately, most of my inventions are owned by aforementioned big companies. Which is why I've recently trying to focus on non-work related inventions. And that project is going well. I have several prototypes that are undergoing testing and the results are promising. Several of these inventions are related to information storage and retrieval, as well as productivity, conversation, and even image generation. If any of those sound interesting, I can tell you more.

Fiance I'm not single, I'm not looking for a romantic connection. I'm looking to make strong and interesting connections with strong and interesting people

Zen Buddhist My spirituality is deeply important to me. I have invested a significant portion of the last 25 years to the pursuit and refinement of my spiritual experience. If you aren't familiar with Zen, the essential principle is the experience of reality. Each person's experience is unique, and yet enlightenment is achievable by all. This is but one of innumerable dualities that reveal the fundamental truths of the connectedness of all things. One of the other things that really resonates with me about Zen is the acknowledgment of the reality that experience transcends words, and that only by meditation and zazen (Just Sitting) can we reach the truth.

Game Designer and World Builder I love designing games, mechanisms, and systems. Thinking about and discussing systems and mechanisms and how they interact with each other is one of my favorite activities in the world.

About You

1. You are confident
2. You like yourself
3. You don't think you need to have all of these qualities
4. You read this whole post
5. You write to me with more than one sentence
6. You read
7. You love meta-narrative
8. You like Neo Classical Fusion Music

Contacting Me

Reddit chat is better for me than reddit messages, but if we get past a few sentences I would prefer to move to Discord.

In your message tell me:

1. Your age
2. Your time zone
3. Is your reddit representative of who you are?
4. What's your favorite wikipedia page? (I support wikipedia)