I don’t know where to start. I am not an easy person by any means. I can be so frustrating and it is so easy to want to avoid this and move along to something stress free and easy. I’m not expecting much of a commitment, but if you do plan on seeing through with this you should be prepared. I need a dominant woman, preferably older, but definitely mature. No matter how old you are, maturity is an entirely different measure and I expect your actions and ability to communicate along with many other factors to prove your maturity. I desire someone with compassion, someone who cares. About me, about others, I don’t expect perfection, I’m not asking for a saint. Just someone with a kind heart which ugh sounds so corny.

I need a companion in a way. Someone willing to listen to me talk, and goodness I can talk and talk and talk. Who might not understand me in every aspect but shows the willingness to try to understand parts of me that may be foreign to you the way I’d try to be understanding about you. I would love to be able to talk whenever you’re free. I’m expecting a working adult or someone with plenty of adult responsibilities so truthfully I doubt there will ever be enough time to talk as much as I’d want. I work, I’m finishing my undergrad, I go to the gym, I have hobbies and friends, etc. I won’t be bothered if you can’t talk every second of the day, or if every day is too much for you. But communication is truly key. I need you to communicate with me please. And healthy boundaries are a must. But we can discuss those specifics later.

Sexually I am interested in many things. Believe it or not my sexual desires are like the least of my concerns with this post. I’m a massive pleaser, as long as you respected me and praised me if all you ever needed was for me to help you cum or feel good and desired I wouldn’t mind. Fuck I’m a bit of a whore who has plenty of people lined up in my life to satisfy most of my needs. And I do not expect any sort of exclusivity, if anything I like the chance to be honest about sex as well. But the closer we get I am interested in expressing my submissive/switchiness with someone I trust. I am incredibly kinky, I do not say no, like I said all I want is mutual respect from you. I am open to calling you sweet names within reason, but I would prefer to stray away from Mistress and Goddess if that’s alright with you. Anything else is perfectly okay, I think mommy or something would be fine for me. God I have a lot of work to do on my submissiveness. All I know is I love being praised, I want you to be proud of me and to listen to me talk. I want to please you and make you happy.

I guess a little about me to end things off, I say I’m male but I am not. I am genderfluid and if that bothers you or makes you uncomfortable or uneasy I believe we won’t get along. I’m almost 21. I am a very political person and I am not shy about that. I’m Pro Palestine and hate zionism. I’m a poc and generally tend to prefer other poc but that’s just a personal preference. I’m anti-capitalist. I work as a cybersecurity engineer and also help run a contracting business. I’m openly queer and also love meeting other queer people. I love reading and writing and my goal is to write a novel someday, already started! I’m pretty athletic? I have been a competitive fighter for years, I love swimming and climbing. I started learning bboy recently. Oh and I’m a hugeee nerd.

God I probably made this post impossible for anyone to keep up with 😅 but if you’re seriously interested then tell me what’s your favorite fruit so I know you made it through to the end!!