Hi,

First of all, parts of the story are of course interchangeable, everything is negotiable. I am open to any discussion and the role play should definitely be planned and designed detailed by both of us before we start.

A current fantasy of mine revolves around a military instructor and a female recruit under his command.

He is an instructor of a special unit and with his many years of experience he is good at selecting the applicants who are predestined for the job. In every training group there is that one person with extra potential and motivation who he personally takes care of. His motto is to challenge and encourage.

In the past there were only a few female participants in the group and not a single one was kept for long.

But this time was to be different, because she was very persistent. This is partly due to her family background. Many of the people around her are soldiers, but mostly the males. Nevertheless, she did not receive the support of her family because, according to the traditional image, this is reserved for men. This has always motivated her to want to show them that women can do this too.

This pressure to always have only one goal in mind becomes a central point of this story. Of course, the parents also say that they don't want her to do such a dangerous job because they are worried about her. Our protagonist doesn't know whether and how much of this is really the reason. But she only has one goal in life, which she wants to fulfill at all costs.

She wants to be perfect for this job, for him, anticipate what he expects of her and do it in anticipatory obedience.

Without realizing it, her obedient nature appeals to his dominant nature in a sexual way. It is the type of submissive woman that appeals to him. In his private life he has contact with such women, naturally those who have sexual interests.

Since his protégés so far have tended to be male, there has never been a sexual connection. He ignores this part of his thoughts for a while and his way of dealing with it is to simply give her heavier tasks to get rid of her, so to speak. So that the problem will solve itself when she is released.

But she is almost pathologically motivated because of her upbringing, the psychological pressure, the lack of alternatives for her future. If he doesn't think she's suitable, he'll block her every goal of a glorious career in the only field that interests her. She would never be able to make a career in the army because of his poor assessment.

So he wants to get rid of her by being particularly sadistic and demanding, overtaxing her with special tasks, and at some point this also goes in a degrading and humiliating direction.

Things that he lives out in his private life with women in a sexual context, exclusively consensually of course.

The "real" fear that she has of failing increasingly excites him.

A very dark and psychologically hurtful difficult "relationship" arises from this tricky situation.

He struggles with the fact that it is wrong to exploit her psychological situation to such an extent, but for him she is this being that he can use in a way that he could never do in any game with a woman in his private life, because it is always a game with a safe word. With her, however, it is real for him.

For her, it's a kind of hamster wheel that she's on, she has no option to end it, she just hopes that it will end at some point, that she'll be put under someone else's control and get out of it.

Possible things for a long-term game that can happen in bullet points:

- He could start making her available to other higher-ranking or even lower-ranking men.

- He could also demand that she force sex with others.

- In general, kinks and preferences can be added by us.

- The private life could also be included, so that he controls her not only at the base but also in her private / vacation times

- maybe he has a wife from whom you hide it, that could put further pressure on her

I'm looking for a roleplaying partner who, like me, is looking for psychic dark stories and fantasies. non-con or dub-con and a combination of mind-fuck with psychological-sexual content.

Preferably a partner who likes long term roleplay, maybe more than just one of the above.

I prefer to play immersively, which means we can chat, brainstorm ideas, even talk about fantasies between and before a game, but when you really dive into the game, it should be exclusive and in a kind of session. Where you only concentrate on writing. But I'm not a novelist or poet, I like it immersive, direct and in a quick back and forth. We shouldn't feel like authors writing a book together, each sending a page of text to the other every day.

My kinks:

non-con, abuse, degradation, humiliation, very dark mentally & sexually, bad endings, in depth world building, creative use, objectification, age gap, niche play, hypnotization, gaslighting, mind control, called daddy, watersports, blowjobs, objects, anal, everything related to cum, choking, relatives, innocent female characters, size-differences

unfortunately because of a few misunderstandings I need to say, that none of the kinks are needs of mine, they are all open for discussion. And of course, not all fit in one story

…and Limits: poo, puke, blood and killing, race play

Not really a limit but not my type of kink are the following: Monsters & fantasy-creatures, extraordinary large body parts, love stories, romance, gore, porn logic and to turn a girl into a slut that likes it

Hope there is something you like and I look forward to read a message from you to see if we can brainstorm a bit and see if it fits.

Thanks for reading

Awaiting your private messages or chat , would also prefer to move over to discord later on if we want to write together.