(18 ONLY!!!)

for a year i've held on to my infatuation, certain that it was secret. for a year you've seen through me, and sounded my unconscious signals. our last semester had barely ended when you got in touch to let me know.

i could be yours, you said. you saw potential in this independent promising post-doc, with a style you could call hard femme (jackets, chains, the occasional skirt) and an attitude that only wavered before you. not academic potential, though, but something else.

you had the upper hand and the wherewithal to be direct. you didn't want a girlfriend; you wanted a daughter, and at once a bride. you planned outfits, roles, protocols that would deliciously clash with everything i thought i knew about myself. wedding apparel and childish pink outfits, nearly unconditional obedience when it comes to my appearance and demeanor, flushed cheeks and butterflies in my stomach each time i compromise my own tastes for the sake of yours. you surmised my wonderment was enough for persuasion to be facile.

soon my wardrobe and personality would be unrecognizable to all around me. soon i'd blush before friends and family, obedient only to you and wholly blossoming. i'd be your bride and your daughter — perhaps even regressed — both at once or in alternation. bows, pink dresses, lace, all-white outfits, flowers, all-encompassing humiliation that felt just right. a living doll, an adult child to care for and make of. femininity beyond the pale: you would rejoice, i would find peace and belonging.

hardly a need to ask. you'd made yourself so present in my thoughts that little space was left for knee-jerk social inertia. make me yours, please, whatever the terms, and teach me to rise up to your desires.

i sat before you on the campus cafeteria, students abustle, not yet believing you'd called me up to chat.

more kinks: humiliation, wardrobe control, cgl, s&m, conditioning, petplay, cnc, ws, collar/leash, teasing and denial, experimentalism, exhibitionism, [your own go here]

long prompt, but i prefer chat; i enjoy rp (one para minimum), but if you just wanna talk that might be even better. always open to changes and addenda: any takers?

let me now. tell me about yourself and what gender you'd like me to play as.

can't wait. 🩷