Hello I’m a sissy nerd and I fantasize constantly about being bullied and abused by men. I try to pretend I’m straight but eventually I can’t resist going into my sister’s room and putting on her panties and jerking off my little dick to these fantasies:

1) I’ve never stepped foot in a gym but I imagine getting a membership and trying to work out, but then I get mocked for using the equipment wrong in front of everyone there including girls who start laughing at me. Then I decide to leave but some jocks follow me into the locker room and start pushing me around and then they grab my underwear and give me a wedgie and they hang me on the shower hooks helpless to escape and they leave me for the next jocks to find. Maybe they even piss all over me.

2) I imagine that I have a big fat hairy bully that forces me to pretend wrestle with him. He pins me down on my back, takes off his pants, and sits on my chest with his junk on top of my face. He slaps me with his dick and forces me to suck on the tip until he gets hard, then he puts his balls into my mouth and jerks off until he cums on my face and all in my hair.

3) When I’m in public I’m the type to cross the street to avoid a group of guys. Even though they’re probably harmless I can’t help but be scared they’ll pick on me. Secretly though I wish they’d catch me and rough me up.

4) I also think about what it would be like if a much older man abused me. I imagine getting invited on a camping trip with my dad and his drinking buddy, but then my dad suddenly has to leave and I’m left alone with this drunk old man that I barely know. Quickly he starts to become sexually aggressive and I have no escape.

Those are just a few of my fantasies. I’m mainly hoping for mean guys to see this and start bullying me over chat, but I’m also looking to roleplay any of these scenarios (or ones like them) with anyone who would enjoy playing the dominant roles, or I’m open to chatting with anyone who is just curious to hear more including girls who want to laugh at how pathetic I am. Anyway thanks for reading!