Sorry to anyone who responded to my last prompt, I am just now getting able to respond, I am very grateful for the incredible response. Also multiple people have asked, so I'll put it here at the beginning: I prefer reddit chat, but DMs work too.

I'm hoping at least a few of you depraved people will be interested in a dumb fat toy like me, or at least see me as a way to get out your darker fantasies that your partner couldn't possibly understand. I'm a mother and a wife, and I am deeply ashamed of how badly I crave being absolutely ruined. I fall asleep fantasizing about rape, my mind drifts to someone shoving the cucumber up my ass as I make a salad, and I wonder if the handyman is going to chain me up and play with my body like I'm a spy he needs info from. I am more than happy to write a prompt, or to just chat about these dark desires. I am very open and accepting, so be as kinky, cruel, or mean as you crave. My fantasies can get much more, rated R or even NC or more if you catch my drift.

Today, I'm stuck fantasizing and after a few drinks and a little bit of time to relax, I am barely able to stop myself from laying down so I can touch my overly horny body while reading lovely noncon (really just rape), painful, misogynistic, forced lesbian, humiliation, painful anal, abusive, painful and degrading, or otherwise dirty content. It would be such a shame if someone was here with me to squeeze my throat and punish me as badly as I deserve. If you have more questions about me please ask me anything, I love being asked intrusive and humiliating questions. If you want to know more about what I look like: I am 40, 5'4", and overweight (not in a cute thicc way, just being honest). I have brown hair to about my neck, hazel eyes, and large F cup tits which still get boys to stare. I have had children and have been told I have a "mom-bod". I am honestly into most everything (including more taboo and odd/extreme kinks), so don't be ashamed to ask, I try hard to never ghost people.

If you want a rough idea of what I look at here on reddit, and have very few limits, go ahead and look through my comments and posts :)

PS: If I talked to you before, apologies for the hiatus, life is hard.