Not least of all because I find sex incredibly intimidating. Women who just want to know what I'd do to them don't appeal to me and frankly the idea of doing things "to" women is distasteful. I like women who know what they want and go get it, never mind society's morés around sluts or whatever. Women who are comfortable with their bodies, know what those bodies do to men, and don't mind showing them off (the mere existence of places like GoneWild and OnlyFans blows my mind). Female sexual pleasure is the hottest fucking thing. And that in turn exacerbates the intimidation, because I have no idea what I'm doing, I wouldn't last very long on account of never having been touched before, and my equipment is not at all impressive - all my female friends seem to agree 7-8" is the ideal.

I had a friend I was super into, we were chatting away (via text) and I made a comment about her husband, which led her to start bragging about how amazing he was - including that he was very well-endowed and amazing in bed. Which in turn got her so horny she had no choice but to abandon me and go fuck. On the one hand, I'm into her, so the whole thing was less than ideal. On the other hand, her excitement about him was hot, her openness and confidence and assertiveness was hot, knowing she was experiencing a tremendous amount of sexual pleasure was hot...and she's hot, so it wasn't the worst mental image I've ever had. She's done nude modeling, so I had a pretty solid base for it. And the fact that she's the type to just get naked in front of a random photographer is also hot.

But that's the only thing even approaching a sexual experience I've ever had, so I have a whole lot of pent up sexual frustration I really need an outlet for, but again I want that outlet to be in the form of a woman who's assertive, and confident, and willing to take the lead, but also deal with the fact that I have no experience and no real confidence and guide me through things.

I prefer Chat to DMs. If this has been up for a while, don't be hesitant to message, I'm unlikely to be so flooded I lack free time for you. If you're a man, please carefully reread the thread title.