I was born a boy, freckle-faced with a wide gap in my tooth, twig skinny for most of my life- nervous, scared and full of doubts. My name used to be Vicky. In the beginning our family thought things would get better, it's hard to survive but most homeless people do. Shit, people spend their lives being homeless, sleeping on streets til their hair turns white and skin wrinkles up and even till they die. Our mom seemed like that person, dad left us early when I could barely speak, you basically raised me because mom was deadbeat addicted to drugs and unable to live with herself. My older brother, you taught me how to be tough, how to survive, how to speak up for myself and how to fight- and we got into many fights together. You taught me what it is to be a man, and I'm grateful for everything you have given me- the care, the love, sometimes the harsh talks and even the times you beat me for the mistakes I made. You had dreams in your life, none of it included dying on the street to old age. I understand that everything you did, you did it for us. I hope that this letter finds you at the right place in your life, a lot has changed since we last met… and I don't know where to begin with explaining any of it. I just wish that you realise that I am still the kid you raised, still the kid that stared at stars with you on the roof of that old school. We always said we have reasons to smile, life isn't all bad- we just need to move away from this wretched place, make enough money to settle down with a good apartment and a nice TV, with tasty food. The rest we already had; each other. I'm writing this letter to ask you to come live with me because I have it now. You don't need to be worrying about money, brother. I'm also writing this to… tell you that, I'm no longer Vicky. I was never Vicky, and I'm not nervous or scared anymore.. I'm everything you taught me to be, even though it took time and courage- I'm confident, I know how to get by. I fight and stand my ground. I'm strong. I'm myself… and I hope that you can accept me for who I am.

Please write back and let me know if I should come pick you up, or if you want my address. I miss you.

Your dear sister, Victoria.

Hello! This prompt is focused on the relationship of two brothers that grew up in rough times together, taking drastically different paths in life as they came of age- with the older one leading a life of low profile crimes such as dealing drugs in the neighborhood.. hardened, toxic, masculine, and the younger one, whom I play, studying hard to gain a scholarship and moving away for college. The roleplay itself starts with the written letter which describes my character coming out of the closet.

The main hook of this roleplay is the shift in our characters' relationship, meeting after two years of minimal contact with the elephant in the room. You play a very hardened, masculine man, mysogny runs deep in your head and you have very strict ideals of what it is to be a man. On the other hand, I play someone that could have been very similar to you but grew up to become a soft, nurturing woman that represents elegance.

Here are some options that I'd like to explore. Of course you may suggest your own ideas or add to these, but I do want mysogny to be a big thing in this roleplay.

1. You are accepting of your sister, but you can't help but look at her different- in a way this tantalizing woman is a whole new person to you and you can't help but feel your cock grow hard as she continues to treat you like her lovely old brother. Hugs, cuddles, her closeness, the way she dresses so comfortably around you. The way you see her has changed completely. Every time you see her you just view her as a slut or an object of desire, her body a perfect sleeve for cock. Her new scent, her long hair, manicured nails, soft nature- she looks perfect to breed. It's like your brother turned out to be the perfect sex doll you always dreamt of. It makes you want to fuck her but then you remember that this is Vicky!- she still has those recognisable eyes, still that smile your little brother smiled... but you want her so badly... and in some corner of your mind. It turns you on even more. Will she even see you that way? Or.. does it even matter if she does or not? She is a woman now afterall, and women are created to be fucked, bred and serve- and women should be grateful that of any man that sees her worth. She should be quiet, not strong and outspoken. She should know that she is a pair of holes and flesh that exists to be abused when men want to take out their frustrations. If you treated your trans sister any different than how you treat other women, it's not fair is it?

[The second idea is very transphobic so I have redacted it.]

Now that we have gone over that, here are my kinks with a disclaimer: not all of my extreme kinks are necessary, this is just a list of everything I'm willing to do!

From reading the prompt I am sure that you understand there is a general level of darkness in this roleplay to begin with. I love toxic and abusive relationships, mysogny, dub-con, mental abuse and manipulation and they are a must.

Kinks: CHARACTERS WITH THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS, dub con, toxic relationships, emotional abuse, non-con, gangbang, manipulation, mental abuse, physical abuse, total power exchange, corruption, blackmail, possessive men, unhygienic ugly men, misogynistic men, free use, petplay, pissplay, master/slave, extreme femdom/maledom, public humiliation, multiple men/women even if they're not involved in the sex. Sexual torture, abuse (punching, beating, slapping), being reduced to a sex toy and punching bag, human toilet. Slavery, publically blacked, public sex, impregnation, pregnancy, lactation, sleep sex, drugged sex, corpse sex (Necrophilia), anal rape til she shits herself, gorey sex, wound fucking, fucking her to death, snuff (strangling, beating to death, bludgeoning, cutting, preferebly while fucking), animals (horses, dogs, gorillas/monkeys) fucking women, insectplay, total humiliation, forced incest between parent, disgusting sex, fluidplay (smegma, cum, spit, sweat, snot, vomit, piss, shit, blood, puss), abusive facefuck, throat bulging, sharing the woman, animalistic men in groups. Sex in the hood, gangsters, creepy men, subtle sexual harassment, voyeurism, discreet groping, exhibition, men cumming on women's clothes in public or dry humping without consent.

Limits: No one liners.

Any reference ideas you have for my character are welcome, my current picks for Victoria is Hunter Schafer, Olivia Rodrigo, Dua Lipa, Gigi Hadid or someone thicker.. like Barbara Palvin?

If you choose to reach out, please include your own kinks and limits, how you wanna approach the plot. Lastly, please send a roleplay sample so that I know you are capable of writing well. I'll be reading both messages and chats.

I will not reply if you're low effort!