I am a wannabe sissy fuckdoll. I used to consider myself more dominant. I would act like a confident, in control guy because I knew girls liked that. Even when I chatted or roleplayed on online or on DPP I would always be the dominant partner....

But ever since I discovered sissy hypno porn, cuckold porn, and interracial porn, the idea that I'm a dominant guy has been slipping away. I spent the entire pandemic locked down alone in my apartment, since my room mates went back to their parents. And I spent almost all of it addicted to gooning and edging to hardcore porn.

I started posting on DPP as the sub sometimes, too. Then someone suggested I should get some panties to wear IRL. Then someone else suggested I order a dildo... I played along at first, leading them on. But eventually someone convinced me to do it. Maybe it's because I was high, but a few days later a huge amazon order of panties, a couple lingerie sets, and some toys (mostly dildos and butt plugs) arrived. Fuck, that was probably a mistake...

Months later and I've becoming nothing but a porn addicted, cross dressing, BBC addicted sissy goonslut. I'm online every night edging to hardcore porn, usually with a plug up my ass and a BBC dildo suctioned to my desk so I can practice sucking it while I watch sissy porn.

The problem is... my room mates are planning on coming home soon... When was it again? Eh, it's probably not for a couple more weeks...

Hi! I'm hoping to find a kinky partner that's about to come home to their shy, geeky room mate, brother, or even adult son, having become a porn addicted sissy goonslut. I consider myself a straight guy, so a female partner would be preferred, but a talented male partner who is willing to include some women would work.

The idea here is that I still consider this to be a fantasy, even though I've been sucking and fucking dildos fantasizing about it for months. I still want to resist, at least at first. I want my new owner to break down whatever resistance I have left until I'm a perfect sissy fuckdoll. I hope I'll get a reward for getting myself started for you, though.

Kinks include feminization, sissy, interracial, toys, porn addiction, edging/gooning, orgasm control/chastity, clothesplay, heels, light drug play (pot, maybe mdma), light hypno, throat training, anal training, rules, eating pussy, rimjobs, creampies, anal, being treated like and trained like a girl, forced or tricked bi, incest, and probably lots of others!

Limits are feet, bondage, pain, blood, and scat (piss is fine)

I prefer DMs rather than chat and I like long term scenes.