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You can text me in English or German, whichever you prefer.
My whole life, Ive been a victim of bullying. In school, at boarding school, at any job I worked at I was always an outsider, always the one who got messed with. That wasnt too bad at first, but progressed and turned into sexual assault and blackmail, things that really fucked with my head. And I have always been lonely, I never had friends, the only time I had any attention was when I was shouted at, laughed at or abused in any way. I know now that all that made me crave it, the attention, the abuse, the humiliation.
I feel lost without it, I cannot handle affection or love or kindness. I feel at home when I am yelled at, when people treat me like literal garbage. I hate the idea of someone caring about me or my feelings, I just want to make someone happy by debasing myself. I want to be whatever you want, I can be your slave maid, your pet, your toilet, your punching bag, fucktoy and freeuse slut, prostitute... Nothing is too degrading, too low for a whore like me, I just cant stand being alone and lonely anymore.
I need someone selfish and cruel, someone who enjoys degrading me until I cry and then keep going. Someone who enjoys ruining my life and future, someone without sympathy who only wants to use me for their own enjoyment. If that sounds like you, please send me a message. Chat is really buggy for me lately, so please use the direct messages, we can switch to discord too.
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