I sat at my desk at work twiddling my thumbs, watching the seconds slowly ticking by on my clock on my computer, with so many different thoughts rushing through my head. It was nearing the end of the day on Friday. End of the work week, with nothing to look forward to but the whole of the weekend. Potentially being spent with you and your large chubby bearish body. I kept trying to put an end to it. Kept trying to make all kinds of excuses like, "Oh, this isn't working between us," or, "I'm just not sure that we're right for each other," or that I was straight and just experimenting and that I didn't really enjoy all the kinky sex sessions we'd have with each other. It was all bullshit, of course. Every time we'd get together, I'd start out our conversations with those same kind of bullshit excuses, but then quickly find myself falling into your arms anyways, begging for more and more. Letting you have your way with me and my smaller otter body.

The truth of the matter was that I was ADDICTED. Not just to the kinky, erotic sex we'd get together for every weekend when we had nothing else better to do, but to men. I was addicted to masculine bodies. To bears and chubs specifically. I didn't know what it was. Maybe I always did have a thing for larger men and I just kept denying it to myself. But I could still remember having naughty thoughts for larger male bodies for years and years. Even with how straight I tried to be, or even claimed to be, I would keep coming back to large men. Leather bears. Leather chubs. I can still remember those same lonely nights in my apartment after work, getting onto porn sites, searching out porn with bears and chubs. It was my go to every time. I could still remember the loud, deep grunts and growls that came from my computer's speakers that I'd jack off too until I was done.

It was only a matter of time before I attracted your attention online. A big chubby bear of a man with lots of dark, dirty kinks. It was only a matter of time before you invited me over to your place to experiment with another man, laughing fondly at the kind of vanilla sex I'd had with girls before this point before introducing me to all kinds of dirty kinks. Bondage and BDSM, round ball gags, open mouth penis ring gags, dildos and vibrators, chastity cages. You made sure to introduce me to them all, for sure. I still had distinct memories of you tying me up naked to the bed on my belly, my mouth filled with a red ball gag, your firm leather paddle WHACKING against my tender hairy fat ass until it was red enough. Distinct memories of you tying me up to your chair in your sex dungeon and pounding my throat until you squirted and spurted down my throat, filling my belly with your bear seed.

I was addicted. I just couldn't get enough of your bear body. I was addicted to your thick, amazing-smelling beard and how it would flex with your face muscles whenever your deep, dark voice would speak. I was addicted to your devilish, amused smirks you gave me whenever I tried to put an end to our relationship. Addicted to the look of you in all that thick leather you'd sport whenever we spent the weekends together. Addicted to the thick tents that would form in the front of your pants down below, or the way your fat hairy bear ass would jiggle in the leather whenever you'd walk around. Addicted to your musky scent of your sweaty pits and your nips and chest and belly. Addicted to the smell of your sweaty balls whenever you'd shove my nose in-between them, ordering me to sniff. Addicted to the smell of your sweaty fat hole whenever you buried my face in your ass. Addicted to the taste of your fat cock and the way you pumped it in and out of my mouth, grunting and growling as you drilled my throat yet again. Addicted to the feeling of you pounding my fat hole and stretching it wide and getting it looser with each use. Addicted to the feeling of your cock flexing and contracting and pumping and pumping as it filled my mouth and ass full of your seed. FUCK, I was addicted to it all.

As I thought about all of this, my eyes flicked over anxiously to my phone laying dormant on the table, just waiting and waiting for you to text me and tell me you're done with work and ready to meet up again. Perhaps tonight would be the night I would finally break it off for good and end it. Perhaps tonight would be the night I would finally put an end to me getting railed and banged and used in so many kinky ways by a larger man. Or maybe... maybe tonight would be the night you would finally have enough of me making dumb excuses and would finally convince me to just admit the truth that I was always denying myself. That I was gay. Maybe you would even get me to go even further and beg you to officially be your personal sex slave. I could feel these thoughts going through my head as I waited and waited for your text to come, as it usually did. It was only a time before I received it and the magic would TRULY begin...

Hey there! 29-year-old guy here of average-yet-hairy build with quite a bit of pudge to his belly. If you've read this far and you're interested, I am looking for a heavyset gentleman of bearish / chubby build with lots of dirty kinks to him interested in a kinky RP of you getting to tie me up and use my body for the whole weekend and get me to finally admit I'm gay and possibly even convince me to be your personal sex slave on the weekends when we're both free of any obligations. So, I should probably warn you upfront that I'm looking for someone literate, and who's gonna post more than just one or two sentences per post in an RP. I'm looking for someone closer to 5 - 7 sentences per post. What GayRP considers an average length, essentially. So if you're not someone looking to do an RP with posts of that size, you might wanna move along.

If you're still interested however, and you're a kinky, lusty, heavyset gentleman just DM me and let me know! My biggest kinks are giving / receiving anal sex, giving / receiving blowjobs, frottage, deep rimming / ass massage, foot / armpit play, body worship, bondage and BDSM, bears and chubs and large men, fat cocks and balls, sweat and scent play, sex toys and poppers, straight-to-gay and other stuff like that. My only limits are scat, blood, underage, or anything else illegal.

DM ME IF YOU'RE INTERESTED!!! :D