German or English is both fine!

There is nothing sexier than someone who is ruthless and selfish. I always get so meek and submissive, my legs go all soft and wobbly whenever I am around such a person. That is a rare occasion though, there are very few people who mercilessly take anything thats offered and more without thinking about my feelings or safety.

This is especially pronounced with the findom kink. When I am exploited for money, forced or coerced to pay for someone else I get so weak. It started with paying for sex, going to escorts, and then slowly progressed from there. Once I realised that the sex itself was not the thing that got me off, that giving away money is what turns me on most of all it escalated. At first I tried to deny it, but I bought less and less, paid more and more for fewer service until I couldnt even tell myself that I wasnt into findom. Nowadays, when I see an ad that reads anything along the lines of "Let me into your life and I will ruin your wallet and your life" I have a hard time controlling myself.

Sadly, it is very difficult to really go all the way with findom irl, so the realm of fantasy is where I go for the extreme aspects of it. Ofcourse, being completely ruined would not really be feasible, but it is nice to fantasize about slowly giving up control over my finances, eroding my finances, taking credits and going into debt until I end up homeless with nothing but the clothes on my back. Or being forced to work long hours everyday at my day job, and then afterwards because its never enough, being sent to prostitute myself, work a gloryholes, turning tricks at truck stops, allowing my body to be defiled by filthy and disgusting men for money that Ill never see or keep.

I am looking for anyone who likes findom and wants to chat about it, fantasize about what we want, talk about experiences. I am more than happy to share what I have done and if you have experience yourself, I would love to hear that too, but that isnt mandatory. I prefer talking to women as I am bisexual but very much leaning towards being attracted to women, but ofcourse men are welcome too. I do not expect long essays, but please make your first message a bit more interesting than just "hey, saw your post". Messages in German or English are both fine.

I know that there are many different versions of Findom, and while I respect the caring, gentle more "humane" versions, I am much more interested in being treated like a cashcow, like a human atm. Just something that spits out money when asked and never complains.