My father walked out when I was very young. Since then I always felt something was missing. Not just in my life, of course the loving caring and stern father figure that every young woman yearns for was missing. But it was more than that.

Something inside of me was missing. Self confidence? Bravery? Self respect? I was bullied a lot by the pretty and popular girls, which didn’t help me at all.

I struggled through school. Not academically, but socially. I never had a boyfriend. I never even had a date. I wasn’t pretty, I wasn’t desirable. I was an outcast.

So when graduation came I did the first thing I could think of…I moved to NYC. From everything I had seen in movies and on television I could start life anew there. A fresh beginning where no one knew about me and my troubles.

It was of course lonely though. Almost as lonely as my hometown, except that I shared a cramped apartment with two strangers and could still barely afford to live. I was ready to give up and return home, broken and ashamed, when I met you…

Who are you? How did we meet? Online? An app? Did you find me at the coffee shop where I work?

How do you picture me? I see myself as pretty, but not beautiful. Maybe a little thicc, enough to really affect my self confidence. Ready to fall madly in love with the first man who paid her attention.

And that’s where you come in. You’re much older. At least old enough to be my father, so in his early 40’s. A dad bod (belly but big biceps, shoulders and chest).

You come across as caring, loving, genuine. I can’t believe you’re single, or your wife left you. Of course it’s not true. You’ll be going home to her and your kids tonight.

But you deceive me, trick me, and then you unleash all the misogynistic deviant and degrading sexual acts upon me that you’ve been hiding from your wife for two decades.

I hope you like my prompt. My turn ons are non and dub con, coercion, blackmail, rough sex, anal, painal, choking, spitting, hair pulling, slapping, throat fucking, collars and leashes, bondage, clothing control, degradation and humiliation, prostitution, IR and so much more.

My limits are underage, scat, blood and smells.

I only play in PM’s, please no chat:)