I stopped lying to myself quite a long time ago. But, usually kept this inside and rather.. embarrassed? Not because I thought it was dumb, or what others would think. But. I was jealous. Seeing mixed couples always made me jealous. A white girl and a black guy. A black girl and an asian male. Always just made me so.. curious. So much so, I’ve come to the sudden realization I want to be a mother. Sure, I’m still young, have lots to live for. But it’s pure fantasy at the moment. Will it blossom to more? Who knows really. Will I find myself carrying the child of a black man? Maybe. Maybe a sperm donor with my partner who happens to be white? Maybe. Do I have baby fever? Fuck yeah.

So again, pure fantasy. Something I wish to see in my future life but as for now.. pure fantasy. Now, that’s the fun part of the internet. I could easily live out those fantasies. Whether it’s through a mild text conversation, or even a pure full blown roleplay, chalked up with characters, plot twists and great details, imagination is really endless. Maybe even a mixed race for those little fantasy lovers <3. I’ve been writing and roleplaying practically half my life, as this point it’s just second nature to me. And I don’t mean those little (“Haha” He laughs. “You’re cute.”) No no, I mean pure depth. Like you’re right there in the fucking room, watching her legs dangle over a man’s shoulders. Whoops, too far.

Anyway, honestly? I’m a dom. It’s always been hard for me to take someone’s orders and listens. I’ve loved talking with femboys or submissive men over the years, seeing their point of views.. then of course talking to dominant, more masculine men as well. All of it is intriguing really. I never get.. bored? Busy. But never bored. Someone sharing the same thoughts as you is just a different type of satisfaction. You don’t feel alone or judged, you feel honored and welcomed.

I’m simply one chat or PM away. If you somewhat liked my little rant and possibly want to add your own thoughts to it, why not send me a message? Nothing to be scared of, promise. <3

Oh. I should mention, I’m East Asian for reference. ^{^}